Thursday, 28 October 2021

Get Away With Me 2021: Personal Experiences and Testimonies

 

Dapo - Thomas Dumininuoluwa

I really want to appreciate the organizers of the Word Alive Retreat (2021). This was my first experience and it looked like my 10th one.. The love that flowed all through was amazing... The spiritual vibes... The feeding... Accommodation.... safety...I can't thank the organizers enough for arranging such an amazing retreat. 

I'm so glad I was part of this particular one because it boosted my spiritual life. I met the most amazing youths on earth... To be honest, I enjoyed every single minute spent at the retreat ground... I'm so grateful for such a spirit-filled program... Almighty God will continue to strengthen those behind the program...... I also want to specifically thank those who ensured feeding was provided. What amazed me the most, was the morning after the vigil, I wasn't expecting breakfast to be ready till evening but I was shocked when I saw the ladies preparing chow immediately after the vigil...as if that wasn't enough, a bus was arranged for those who wanted to leave on Sunday and it came through. To top it up, there's this pain I usually felt on my right shoulder due to a frequent shoulder dislocation....After the vigil, I wanted to pull up some water from the well and I was surprised I couldn't feel the pain anymore.... I tried giving myself serious work to do but felt nothing.... I give all the Glory to God for taking away my pains...May God perfect my healing in Jesus name.. AMEN.


Joshua Aubrey

Testimony: For me, it was the spiritual pool, the fact that I could listen and hear God speak to me. The prayer sessions did something to my spirit as well, I find myself praying at random lately. I really struggled with praying before the retreat that is also changing.


Femi Festus

My experience at the retreat was wow! I went with expectations and I left with testimonies. No delay I got everything. I met amazing people and I was glad to see Kimmie smile, laugh, and play. I'm glad people received and the fire will continually burn. I went with two major prayer requests: Wisdom in all areas and a double portion of His anointing. I got both in a day!


Bukky Larissa

I have been privileged to attend different kinds of programs and Christian gatherings but never in my life have I beheld anything like the Word Alive Retreat. I volunteered and was privileged to be a part of the planning team and we prayed every day for weeks leading up to the retreat. We got prophetic visions and words and we knew to expect the unexpected; we knew God was readily awaiting us to do amazing things but still, I wasn’t prepared for what He did.

Around 1am on Friday, the 15th of October, the day the retreat was to start, my dad called me into the sitting room and said he wouldn't allow me go. His reason? He said he thought it was Ikoyi as in Ikoyi, Lagos and not all the way in Osun state. He cited insecurity and all sorts. I listened to him, smiled all through and went back to my room when he finished. I knew it wasn’t him speaking. It was the devil doing what he knows how to do best. Now I had informed my dad of this trip earlier that week, Monday I think and he asked the same question, if it was Ikoyi in Lagos; I explicitly told him it was Ikoyi Mountains in Osun State and he agreed. I had hinted my mum the week before and told her again on Tuesday of that week, adding that I had discussed with my dad and he agreed. So you see, his sudden switch could only mean one thing, the devil at work.

I went back to my room and asked the devil what he was so afraid of? Why are you fighting my attending this retreat dear? Mind you, this wasn’t the only thing he had done that week to frustrate me but this was the last strand he had to pull. Then I told God I will not pray for my dad to change his mind, I will not rebuke the devil, I won’t waste my breath on him. I had prayed and prepared for too long and I knew God doesn’t lie. I actually got a word in December 2020 about going on a retreat in so I was all too sure. I however informed the convener, Remi and one of the admins, Samson. Although I told them I knew it would not stand and they also reassured me. Lesson 1: When the devil attacks, make sure you have one or two people that will stand for you in case you grow weak.

Fast-forward to daybreak, I was all dressed and ready by 9am. I was to be at the park by 11am and the bus was to leave at 12noon. My plan was to leave at 9:30, 10am came and my father had not budged. My mum who went out earlier came back and pulled a Pontius Pilate. She tried to reason with my dad for a bit and then said left to her, I should go but she is washing her hands off the whole thing since my dad won’t allow me.

By 11am, my faith was failing, I texted Remi and told her I was tired. She instructed me to say a word of prayer and go meet my dad one more time- recall Lesson 1 above? I took a few minutes to gather my faith again and then I went to my dad. I told him I wanted to go, he looked at me for a minute, I looked right back and then he collected Remi’s phone number and said I should go. I left the house around 11:50 and somehow made it to the park before 1pm to join the second bus.

Our journey began somewhat around 2pm, we had just left Lagos when our engine started overheating, we had to stop for it to cool off and then continue. This happened about three more times. Many of us started to get worried as to when we would finally get to our destination but somehow I had peace and when the bus stopped for the third time, I got down, went and placed my hands on the bus and prayed concerning it. When we got back in, everyone’s spirit was kind of down but Omolara and Precious told us to sing praise/worship songs. We did that with so much joy and energy (I actually lost my voice but with joy) till we got to our destination and not once did that bus stop on the road again!

Now to the retreat, right from the worship and introductions on Friday night, we could feel the switch in the atmosphere. It was almost as if God couldn’t wait to get started. Then comes Saturday morning, a planned program of about an hour or two turned into four hours of the Spirit manifesting Himself. We started at the mountain, we were worshipping and praying and I opened my eyes and saw angels in war helmets riding on horses all around us while pouring oil on everyone. Not long after that, people were bursting in tongues, one of us was slain in the Spirit and could hardly move. Following the leading of the Spirit, Remi told us to move to an empty church building (we had used this same building at the last retreat. No one else uses it and we were eventually handed the keys and told it was ours). Immediately we entered, the Spirit of prayer was readily awaiting us and just descended. We were worshipping and praying, I remember letting loose in the Spirit and I couldn’t stop, then God told me He had given me a new voice, He confirmed something else I has prayed about and written in my prayer request and it manifested while I was praying. I felt air go out through my throat, my voice suddenly vanished and in that same breath another rush of air came in. Remi came to me and confirmed it saying God had just given me a new voice then she laid hands and prayed for me. I was slain in the Spirit, my voice wasn’t my voice anymore, there was a stronger and deeper force at work, my tongues changed immediately and kept flowing out with such force beyond my control. I don’t know for how long I was on the floor but when I finally came to, the Holy Spirit instructed me to go and start laying hands on people. Now I’m very wary of going out of order to lay hands without instruction from the leader of the meeting so I was hesitant. However, the urge became even stronger and I pleaded for a sign. The moment I turned my head and opened my eyes, I saw the exact sign I asked for, twice. I got up, started praying and just moved as He led. I found myself ministering to people, releasing words and tongues alike. It kept coming out of me from God’s heart through my mouth to the people. I was highly sensitive and could tell when there was a familiar spirit at work, people got new tongues, deliverance and healing began. There were some I prayed for and even though I knew the work wasn’t done, the Holy Spirit would tell me to move to someone else. What I didn’t realize was I was digging up the wells for His move to come in the evening.

At the end of that session, Remi asked how many had just received the gift of tongues and at least ten people raised their hands. My spirit was elated, I just kept thanking God for what He had started but He said there was much more to come. He hadn’t even started with us, Lol. When the rest of us were packing up to leave, one of us, Femi said that I wasn’t just speaking tongues, he could see literal fire coming out of my mouth as I ministered and truly that was how I felt when I was speaking. Also note that while I had in previous times prayed for and with people, I had never actually ministered to anyone until that day.

Saturday night was to be a vigil into Sunday morning. We were there, actively praying and worshipping for over 7 hours and it felt like 10 minutes. God began to manifest Himself in different people, I was in the back praying and asking about something, He answered my questions and just as I finished writing what He said, Remi shouted my name. She came to me with anointing oil and laid hands on me, I went down again. The details of this particular experience are still a bit foggy as I wasn’t myself. I heard bits of the testimonies from others who witnessed it. I remember releasing some tongues with authority, I remember I expended a lot of energy, I remember struggling to try to understand this other force that wanted to take over, I remember bits of my telling God to go easy on me as He kept releasing His message to the people through me. I remember someone was recording and writing the things I was saying, most of which I’m not sure I remember. I shuddered for a while, it took a while before I came to and was calm.

Now from the testimonies last year, this experience happened with two persons; one releasing tongues and the other interpreting. This year, God manifested Himself in multiple people at the same time. He was speaking through many people at once and as later heard, one person could be in one corner speaking in Yoruba and another person somewhere else would be delivering that same thing in English.

When I was finally able to get up again, I kept hearing God saying He wasn’t finished yet, He still had so much more to pour out. He said every single prophetic word we got toward the retreat, He will fulfill and that not one person would leave without receiving. He impressed it so heavily in my spirit that it came out of me forcefully and I started shouting “not one person, not one person Lord, not one person” and I would breakdown and start again because His glory was all over the place and truly, not one person left without a touch from Him. Even the hardest of hearts melted. While there I caught a futuristic vision of the planning team holding hands with Remi laying down in the middle as we prayed for her and I started crying again and prayed for strength for her. It later happened after the vigil, just as I saw it; we gathered around Remi, held hands and prayed for her.

When I came to again, I started praying and moving around, there was work to be done. Then I began assisting Remi alongside others as she ministered to everyone. I watched as some of the people I prayed for in the morning session were prayed for again and then I understood that what He started in some in the morning, He was out to complete that night.

That same night, another one of us, Omotola came to me where I was praying, put her hands on my chest and started praying for me. My heart was open and ready to receive more, after a few minutes of praying together, she released a word and said the unction of non-stop prayer was being released on me. I fell again, crying and praying. It kept flowing for God knows how long, like I would never stop. This was all a confirmation and a release of more grace because, for the past two years, the Holy Spirit has been dealing with me extensively on the ministry of Intercessory and prayer. My pastor in church also laid hands earlier this year and it was all regarding the spirit of prayer. So I couldn’t have been gladder that I was receiving fresh grace in the place of prayer. It was also a part of my prayer request and ever since the retreat I have noticed the difference. New tongues, longer fellowship, flow, increased desire, etc. I have always set 3am as my prayer time but there are times when I would miss my alarm. But since the retreat, my eyes fly open between 2:50am -3:00am. I would wake up before my alarm goes off, almost as if the Spirit wants to prove that He is the one and not my alarm. I don’t even think I’ve woken up 3:01am. Right then I would feel the Holy Spirit and I would know He was ready for me.

On Monday, the final day of the retreat, we went out into the local market for evangelism. God showed up and showed off again. People who weren’t initially receptive to us started opening up, some cried and knelt down asking for prayers. Even as we were going, some others were stopping us and begging that we prayed for them, we sowed seeds in the lives of some as led by the Spirit. God released words and healing; His people were hurting and he was out to heal and help them up. Oh, what a privilege it was to be an extension of His hands and His voice for His people.

We also had fun bonding moments including game nights. I met and had random conversations with different people. The entire retreat was overflowing with love, it was beautiful and a demonstration of what Christ preached; what authentic Christianity ought to be.

I also remember one of us sprained her ankle and Remi and some of us went to pray for her in her room. The atmosphere was charged again and words were released; in fact, people started trooping into the room, it looked like a sub-meeting. God was just everywhere and His presence of course is endearing to those He calls His own. Of course, by evening the swelling had gone down and she was walking around mostly unassisted.

Now while we were planning towards the retreat, as at Wednesday we didn’t even have up to half of our budget at hand but as we prayed we got words that He had provided, we got another word that said “12 baskets”, referring to the 12 baskets of leftovers after Jesus fed the five thousand (see Luke 6). LOL. We barely had half but God was saying there would be leftovers? We went ahead and in less than 48 hours we got much more than we could have dreamed. We hit our budget and during the retreat, there was not one time that there was a complaint about food; in fact, we always had extra. At the end of the retreat after most people had gone and we were just 12 left who stayed to pack up, we still had food left. We ate and still shared with the children who lived in the area. God ensured we had everything in abundance so that when He was moving upon His people, nobody will be worried about what was and what wasn’t available.

When God sends you, He will provide in abundance. He doesn’t leave His own stranded. He watches over His words (Jer1:12). More people are out there who need to hear of His love, who need His healing, who need help. There is an urgency in the Spirit to awaken people to the truth of His love, He is raising an army and it is my prayer for everyone that when the time comes, we will all be standing on the right side. All the devil does is to emulate and stand in opposition to everything God does; so while God is raising His army, the devil is raising his too.

Lots of soldiers will be recruited from this retreat and I couldn’t have been happier that I went. Nothing in my wildest dreams could have prepared me for all that happened in this retreat. Throughout the retreat, I also got words and got confirmation of said words from different people.


Temitope Dada

My name is Temitope Dada, I joined Word Alive this year, just as a believer who needs a family of other believers to bond with and share the word. When I heard about the retreat, I was nonchalant at first, as days got closer, I got more convinced to go, though I was not sure of being allowed on my office. I felt the love from the bus park, by the warm welcome shown by Ewaduni and Precious and the love continues. Getting to the retreat, I was so expectant because this is the first retreat I was attending in a very long time, I had expectations and was ready to receive from God, I was ready to bond with all also.

Now later the second day, we went to the mountain and I was fully ready to receive in abundance and my expectations were not cut short, gifts were birthed that I begin to sing out God's messages to the ears of others, something I have never experienced in my life, as I have always prayed to use my voice for His glory alone. I received messages from others too, Nkiru, Remi, Femi, Wale and others. This is an experience I don't pray to stop and I will always crave for more of Him.

Thank you PRems for yielding to His call, the Lord is your strength.


Olayinka Stephen

The first time I attended the program,  it was so impactful. I had plenty of testimonies, memories of the manifestation of God's power and trust me the fire I collected kept me burning for a long time. 

I almost couldn’t make it this year, I had already visited the mountain two weeks before the programme for my personal retreat and I was like if I can come, fine, if I can’t, fine. A day to the programme, I was so sure I wouldn’t make it for the programme because it’s was like the work at my office won’t end. On the day the bus was leaving I had tried working all night to push the work a little but yet it didn’t finish and so that morning I couldn’t join the bus leaving Lagos. 

At the end of the day I was so weak and made up my mind not to come but then when I slept that night I felt strongly in my spirit that there is a blessing that awaits me and strength was available for me. 

On my way, the first miracle God performed was saving me from a ghastly motor accident. On getting to the mountain, it was different. The intense presence of God at the church that afternoon was never-ending. The confirmation of words the Holy Spirit already gave me was mind-blowing as these words were coming from different people but meant the same thing. 

I had a prayer point when I was at the camp and it was for promotion and review of salary. This was already done by the firm and somehow they skipped me.  But then I poured out my heart to God about it and behold the week I resumed I got a letter from HR saying the management had a meeting and I should get a letter for review of salary and promotion before the end of the month.  

Indeed God has done marvelous things. 

The camp was fun. Aside from the spiritual part of it, it was great to see youth that are ready to submit to the things God is doing in this season.  I  can’t wait for the next season already.


Fabunmi Niyi Michael

Cumbered with a lot of burdens and feeling emotionally, spiritually and physically drained, I knew I needed to leave my comfort zone to find peace. As though God had been listening to my heartfelt thoughts (oh well He does listen to all my heart yearnings) a date was fixed for the retreat and I had determined not to allow this rare opportunity pass. Though I really didn't know what to expect I just knew I had to be there.

Getting there on Saturday fully ready to lay my burdens at the Master's feet and settle issues pertaining to my life, I could already sense the atmosphere charged.

Settling in there that evening I could already notice a chunk of the burdens lifted even without actually praying. I knew immediately that God was present there.

The vigil that Saturday night was an explosion of God's grace and power as God kept on giving me words as pertains to my life and reassurances which opened me up to the limitless possibilities of his power. At the vigil, I knew I had touched something like magic my burdens were totally dispelled. All the pains of heartbreak, grief and emotional exhaustion I felt had like a flash vanished.

The retreat for me ushered me into divine connections and orchestrations. I met new friends who are equally and more passionate about God with whom connections became super easy. At that point I knew God had answered a prayer I had made very early in the year.

Spiritual pool was such an amazing atmosphere. The aptness, intentionality, love and presence of God on the mountain during this period cannot be understated or overemphasized.

Clear words came for me directly from God's mouth right to my ears.

Instructions for the next phase of my life were received.

Manuscript for my future revealed.

GLORY TO JESUS!!!

I can boldly say that 2 weeks down and still counting after the retreat I still am basking in the Euphoria of God's glory as expressed on the mountain. Realignments, partnerships and precise leadings are but a few to mention about God's dealings with me 

I just bless God for Oluwaremilekun for being fully yielded to the Master and to the other members for organising such a power event.

The Lord will keep you all shinning in his light and bless you lavishly..

His name alone be praised forever.


Asuquo Elizabeth

I saw the announcement about this year’s retreat on the Word Alive group, no date yet but I had already started praying, asking God to let the date fall when I am not needed at the office. When the date was fixed it didn’t look favourably but I still prayed for help. Fast forward to few days to the retreat, I had resumed back at the office immediately after an event instead of taking days off, just so I could move the days to enable me to attend the retreat. This was even me faithing it, because that retreat weekend I had an event I was team lead for. My boss not only gave me the 2days I was asking for but asked me to go on leave till November. I was shocked, I knew God had started with me.

On our way to Ikoyi mountain after meeting everyone at Ojota, our bus started overheating, it wasn’t funny. We hadn’t gone so far before the whole bus wahala. A thought had dropped in my heart to have like a praise session, but shy me, I didn’t say anything. When the overheating started I had another thought that we should pray but I was like it’s not that serious na, if it reach prayer these people here are more spiritual, they would know. Lara got the prayer instructions too and then we prayed, the bus still had fault after we prayed but we had also started praising so we didn’t even care. The bus worked till we got to the mountain, this is the bus that stopped how many times in 1 hour (my 2nd miracle)

On getting to the quarters, my first gratitude was that people had gotten there before us and there was food, the whole settling thing took a while but it didn’t really matter, I was happy to see everyone, having to introduce ourselves was really a funny one but it really showed that there were young hungry people.

First mountain-climbing ever, it wasn’t high for someone scared of height, I didn’t feel anyhow. I had a good time with God there, I had picked my spot and was having fun in his presence. Then we had to move to the church...God had words for me through different people and it was soothing.

Back at the quarter’s I felt led to help in the kitchen (I had wanted to even during the planning stage, but the request was for those who could cook large quantities) I passed by a few items they had used in cooking previously, I wanted to wash them but I just went on by the time I passed through that spot again, I just bent to start washing.. Every time I helped in the kitchen it felt like I was learning selflessness, service..I was watching and learning, soaking in all the characteristics of everyone on the team.

Every day had plenty of things to soak in: spirituality, words, a deep desire for God, friendship with everyone down to knowing how to play Ludo🤣...

I didn’t want to come back to Lagos because I wanted to tour Osun but I wasn’t feeling the idea again. Thank God because we had another revival inside the bus...the bus conductor was raising songs too, the driver was singing along and almost drumming....

It was a beautiful experience 


Omotola Atitebi

As Ayodele,  Remi, Samson and myself waited for a parked van that blocked the Ikoyi entrance on our location check a couple of weeks before the retreat, we wondered about the short preparation timing and spoke about the need to raise about 800,000 in 2 weeks. To move the date or to go ahead with the retreat?

On the retreat planning prayers, God had consistently reassured us of provision to the state of overflow. He promised us a reminder of his goodness.

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Planning wasn't the sweetest thing. Funds not coming in "early enough" to drivers canceling in on us the night before we left Lagos, the 11pm meetings and everything else in between. In the midst of the here and theres, God had a promise of peace and tranquility for everyone on the team.

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Finding family and connecting with them on a deeper level, a clearer level of discernment, God revealing the state of my heart to me, midwifing this move of the spirit and many more are what God did at Ikoyi.

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Watching God move is spectacular, being a midwife for the move is even more spectacular. After the 2-hour session on the mountain for Saturday morning became a 5-hour session that we literally had to carry people to the church to continue, I knew we were in for a ride at the vigil that night.

I had 2 concerns - that I would not be able to pray as much or that I would sleep off halfway through the vigil due to fatigue. LoL. The heavens probably chuckled as I thought these. I didn't just stay wide awake at the vigil, I was up and running the entire day on Sunday. - that was such a miracle.

At that vigil, I watched God do what he does best - Blow Minds! I was literally awestruck half the time. From watching Teemah's manifestation that reminded me of growing in CAC to watching Temitope tick off almost every hour of the 6 hours we were at the vigil for. Seeing Kimmie burst into a dance right on the back of a word I had given her about God overtaking her consciousness. The various expressions and manifestations of the person of the Holy Spirit in full force!

 I saw the Lord. Everyone present that night did, albeit in diverse forms.

 And He came bearing gifts! Goodness! New Tongues, Interpretations, miracles, prophecy, healing, deliverance!!! God showed up to show off like only Him could.

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Growing up, we heard my mum say repeatedly "you don't let men of God leave your home empty-handed." I saw this in real-time as we ministered to the market women at the evangelism. It was beautiful. Out of the little they had, they were more than willing to give of. From loads of tangelos to cold drinks that they wouldn't let us leave without.

I get cold feet at the mention of evangelism. I think it's the trauma from what evangelism was during my growing-up years. Imagine my excitement when at the last briefing before we split up into groups, Remi said we were out to pray for them and not just pray but prophesy😃😃🤸🤸

I've always known praying in Yoruba is an extreme sport but I was reminded again! We moved trusting God and Ewadunni's Yoruba prowess.

We walked and decided to begin somewhere at the end. As we walked, an old woman from a stall shouted: "e wa ra tangelo" ( come and buy tangelo). It felt more like a beaconing on my spirit than it was a random call for customers, so we took some steps back and walked up to her, told her we were there to pray for her, and asked if we could sit with her. She gladly offered us seats. We prayed and left but God wasn't done with her.

As we went round other stores and Stalls, we saw God move and people who were absolutely receptive of God's move.

It was time to head out of the market and as we did, someone on the team(Mercy Kosoko) says "I think God will have us sow into this Mama's life." - our tangelo woman.

 Backstory: before we left for the retreat, the Holy spirit mentioned we were going to take seeds. As we prayed at the vigil, Remi asked us to listen for where God would have us sow the seed to and I heard market. In my sleep that night, I heard pregnant woman and woke up. Told Remi both of these.

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We met with Remi's team and told her what we were sensing. We prayed and asked for more clarity and decided to give mama some of the seed we received.

We enveloped it and headed for Mama's stall. She saw us and was excited all over. As I dropped the money in her palm and told her God would have us bless her with it, she burst into tears. Literal tears guys! I have a couple of hugs and held her close. At this time, women in Stalls close to hers were beginning to ask what the matter was. We were shouting "kosi nkan nkan - No problem" but knew 5 more minutes like that and they would swarm in on us.

Mama regains her strength to speak and she goes "ebami pe Jesus Yin!" Help me call on your Jesus o, I just want a grandchild. And then she goes on to tell us about her only child being unable to conceive and how she told Jesus she didn't mind being poor just so her child could have kids. At this point, I was in tears too. On my knees beside her, as she was on her knees also.

That was something that left a mark on me. I cried as she cried, cried as we walked out the stall, cried some more as we walked away - Thank God for borrowed face towels and comforting hands on my shoulders.

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In my friend's words, "you played Mary and Martha perfectly." It was such an honour cooking for God's people. Super thankful for everyone who joined in with the cooking - it was more beautiful because they were in it.

Thankful for an accident-free cooking experience.

Thankful for food that banged repeatedly.

Thankful for supply!

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He promised abundance, he outdid himself.

He promised an outpouring, he did twice as much.

He promised 12 baskets and I ate of it.

He keeps his end of the bargain! Always!

And indeed his word is Yes and Amen.


Ajulo Millicent 

5-10-2021 at exactly 8:20pm after the day’s activities, I was going through my phone and this message about Word Alive retreat popped up on my screen. I was so excited being that everything about Word Alive has been a thing of joy for me from the moment I started hearing about the family, till I finally joined. What good news. I have heard about the awesomeness of God’s power and the genuine love shared among everyone during the last retreat. But being my first time, I didn’t know what to expect as regards everything aside from the spiritual aspect of the retreat. So I committed the trip into God’s hands and decided to attend against all odds.

15-10-2021

Arrival

I had already started bonding with Josh, Mariam, Shegun and Tiwa right from our meeting ground at Mowe. They made my journey lively. At Ayodele’s house, I met with lovely Remi, Wale, Samson, Nkiru, Omolola, Omotola. I felt so blessed already. The moment I stepped my feet on the campground, my expectations and excitement grew. I could see myself closer to my answers and before the end of that day, it already felt like I had known 85% of those present before the retreat.

17-10-2021

Our first time at the mountain and in the church increased my fellowship level. I saw myself blasting in new tongues as we were worshipping and praying. The uncontrollable power of God took over the whole place. It was a whole fresh encounter 

During the vigil, the Holy Spirit found expression in every single soul. Words of knowledge from the Holy Spirit to myself and through me to people (vice versa). The spirit of God moved through Remi in another dimension. Miracles were recorded, people got delivered, gifts were impacted and words were sent forth. I kept crying uncontrollably as I am now. I felt stronger at every passing hour. I couldn’t sit or stop praying for a very long time, I just wanted more. Yes, I just knew that God is working. And my eyes were open, I saw Remi in a large congregation and in the midst of foreigners and it dropped in my mind. Word Alive global!!

18-10-2021 

Departure

At the Spiritual pool, I met with God on a deeper level, he spoke to me and cleared my doubts. He gave me direction and answers to my questions. He also confirmed his words that he has given us everything we need and we should just thank him instead of asking.

Before departure, we decided to go on evangelism. I cried, feeling the great love Word Alive has for the world. Seeds were sown into the lives of people.

The evangelism left a print that can never be forgotten. I was also able to minister to people at the market and God spoke through me to an old woman in Yoruba language. A language I didn’t understand. He revealed different cases to me which were confirmed.

The power of God was so strong that people were willingly coming to us for prayers. 

It was beautiful, being in the midst of young believers, from the general prayers with Remi, to bonding with my roomies, room coordinator, Toyosi, Bolu, Joy, Cynthia, Lolu, Ayodele and games with Oyin, Becca, Mariam to killing of soldier ants with Femi, Ebuka and Josh.

There's really love in this family.

I am deeply grateful to God for the experience at Ikoyi Mountain. And to Remi, for allowing God to use her. 

To those that fed us and supported us without complaints. God will always put your names on his list. Thank you everyone for painting such a beautiful memory in God's presence.

“For we will always be part of the fellowship that runs through this race before we came and after we must have gone.”


David

My name is David and I just want to say a big thank you to those that organized the retreat. Ever since the spiritual pool, my prayer life has changed so much in the sense that every morning I wake to pray, now it's not just me talking again like he seriously speaks to me. It is now making my prayer life fun and I will always write things he tells me, he even gave me a word for my church and it was so unbelievable how I got so close with the people I met at the retreat.


Jumoke

A few weeks before the camp retreat, I have been feeling disconnected, I pray but not as much as I would love to. One day, my gas finished and normally, I would take it out to fill it but my neighbor gave me a number to call to them to come to pick it up for me and I did. The man came and picked up the cylinder and came back to ask me if I was born again, I said yes and I tried to shove him off and go back inside but he started saying something about spirit man and disconnection with God and all that, I started paying attention and he invited me for a program (I couldn’t go) and then on Thursday prior to the Friday we resumed camp, I saw Remi’s WhatsApp status about a retreat. Meanwhile, I had been offline all day that day I guess that was God giving me another chance. I quickly asked Remi if the retreat was for everyone and she said yes. I went offline again before she gave details about it but she called me and told me everything I needed to know. Fast forward to camp retreat I got reconnected to God, I received the gift of new tongues, I became bold to speak in other tongues, I received the gift of interpretation, I got answers to some of my prayers almost immediately, I heard God and began to hear him clearly even before leaving camp, I got words for people, I got words for myself from others. Got back home and got a job I had applied for before going to camp! I thank God for every single thing He has begun in my life and I know he’s going to complete it. I’m also grateful for the people I met at the camp.


Queen

I really can't put my thoughts into writing because a lot had happened and a lot is still happening. So I remember telling my friend and she told me I couldn't wear trousers on the mountain and there's going to be a lot of Yoruba being spoken on the mountain and I will have a language problem. While still trying to wrap my head around that. I fell sick, I remember Femi and Wale calling and praying for me. The next obstacle I had to overcome was that my period started the night before and usually I don't travel when I am on my period. But I knew I had to go for the retreat so I carried my bag and left the house without telling anyone where I was going but as I left the house I started getting better. And then I pray that if anyone ever said anything in Yoruba I want to understand it in my language. While we were on our way there the vehicle stopped several times but when we started worshipping the bus took us to our destination without stopping. For me, I understood there that God had huge plans for me so I decided to focus. On Saturday, I left my room without my book, thank God Wale shared books and pens. When we got to the church on Saturday morning before anything else I heard a song in my native language that means the Lord has done for me what I requested. And I wrote it down, and that was the beginning of journaling my moments with the Father. Shortly afterward, Remi came and told me that I should be joyful and I should start dancing as God has granted my request. Later on during the prayers that same Saturday I held Opeyemi and I was praying with her when someone else came along and I sensed I should grab her hands too which I did and immediately I heard the word a cord of three strands can not easily be broken and I remember telling them about the song and the word. I also got a word for my family. Later that same day Nkiru was praying for me and she handed me over to Femi who pray and prophesied to me, Wale came along and did the same. The interesting thing is that all three had similar prophecies. I also saw a vision of Samson looking at the left window and praying and Angels came bringing gifts.


Jason

It was my first time to fellowship with the brethren of Word Alive. I didn’t know what the movement was all about, I just wanted to have some alone-time with God. God’s instructions started coming to me from the first night, till I left on Sunday. All through the camp meeting, I expressly heard God.

The retreat was a great time of bonding with fellow Christians yearning for God's outpouring of His Spirit. I am grateful to all the organizers for the event. And I hope to continually be part of it going forward.


Becca

The retreat was more than awesome for me. It really made me realize how merciful God was, I didn't prepare for the retreat. I went lackadaisical and God still met me. 

I was at that point in my life where I knew I needed a realignment and a push, I have always believed in the 'Supply' when believers gather to pray and this was one of my reasons for going. I didn't prepare for the meeting (I always prepare for meetings so I can receive and function as God would have me) I didn't pray neither did I fast, I was having a discussion with Remi and I told her my "Tank is empty" That's how bad it was. 

On Friday when we were worshipping, Remi gave a word, That word was for me because I felt guilty, I didn't think I was meant to be there, I mean I didn't pray and fast and I struggled with being present there, She said 'God says he will do as you are, and he sees you naked, he will do like that. 

I still told myself I was in trouble because I saw the atmosphere and in my spirit, I knew that God just wanted us to taste the tip of the iceberg. 

It was Saturday morning, we were on the mountain and God was moving then Remi said we had to change location, we did and I was trying to hold someone, Remi said 'No' I should pray. In less than 5 mins Nkiru came and started talking to me and trust me I needed that conversation, That conversation was everything. I left and she came back again, we were praying, Remi came and I opened my eyes and stopped praying, I was numb cos I didn't understand why, I continued praying and when she touched my stomach, I felt fire 🔥, Fire was burning my inside, I fell and she anointed me and said 'Eagle Eyes in front and in back, Ears that hear' she also said God wants to speak to me and he did. 

After that experience I continued praying, I was praying on my own and Joy came, She opened my hands, placed someone's hand on my hand, slapped my arm. I knew I received something, I continued praying for the lady and I got a name, she confirmed the name, we continued praying then I held her stomach, she started shouting and I couldn't understand why. I helped me to the ground and left her there. 

The retreat birthed a fresh fire on my prayer altar, I grew in spiritual gifts.

In the afternoon when we got back I had a discussion with some people and I realized I was very distracted and I decided that in the evening session I won't be distracted. The evening session came and I received, I fell with my head on the floor and I didn't feel a thing, if not that people asked me how my head was I wouldn't have known anything happened, Remi anointed my head and I felt fire burning again. After that experience, a lot changed for me.

On Sunday evening, we were about 6 and we were praying together and all of a sudden I started feeling fire burning me again, there was fire on Ope's hands. 

I'm grateful for this experience! God was really merciful, gracious and kind towards me. I'm grateful to God, I'm grateful to God for  Remi and the Word Alive Admins, Samson, Precious, Debola and Seun. 

I'm grateful to God for everyone who made the retreat a success. Wale, Ayodele, Nkiru, Omotola, Omolola, Omolara, Teema, Jummy chuu. 

I'm also grateful to God for the beautiful friendships formed. Shout out to my bestie Mariam, Teema and all the Bethel girls and Bethel in diaspora girls, Queen, Opeyemi,  Bukky, Jane, Wale My G . God bless everyone.


Jane

I arrived at the venue on Saturday evening tired and sick,  after a very terrible experience with my bus breaking down over and over and overheating too. As soon as I arrived I knew I won't go back home ill, and so I heard a word and stood on it, that on mount Zion there shall be deliverance

Sunday evening after the vigil, we were with others while we were seating out and praying for healing for someone's leg and after the prayers, I got healed myself.

Also, I got a lot of words for my life as well as meeting the children of God.

This retreat was a life-changing encounter for me and I was really blessed to be a part of it.


Fola of London

Even though I was not physically present at the retreat, I still benefitted. In my prayer points, I wrote that I want to be hearing good news from my friends. One of my friends recently got a new job that pays her a 6 figure salary, times 2 of her previous salary. Another friend got admission for her postgraduate degree. I thank God for fulfillment of prophecies and answers to prayers.


Ayodele

God has a way of beating His own record, I have learned that already. What God did in my life during the last retreat was amazing, my life was restarted and I have been seeing results of the new era. This year, I went with high expectations too and God matched it, He even did more than I expected. While planning the retreat, I was apprehensive as we didn’t have enough money and a lot of things were shaky. For the second time in a row now, God has provided for us miraculously. In my very logical mind, this is reassuring because the same God who has always provided for us miraculously is the same God that I serve and He will keep providing for me. 

The retreat was a time of equipping for me. The assignment that I knew but was tactically avoiding, God brought me into it and gave me clear, concise instructions. During the spiritual pool on the mountain, I saw angels bring food for people on a tray and I knew that everyone was fed. During the vigil, mountains were moved and the most amazing thing is that the night proved that Word Alive is a ministry of ministers and not just a ministry of Christians alone. I cannot wait for what comes out of the revival that started at the retreat. Also, God is very intentional about us. I got some instructions about my work during the Spiritual Pool and I immediately gave the suggestions at work and it improved my standing at work. I am thankful for the retreat.


Cynthia Osifeso

I have been trying to look for the right words and the right way to express myself. Prior to the retreat, I had this overwhelming feeling that the retreat was organized personally for me. Even at home, my sisters were aware of the way I personalized it. The 1-week fasting and prayer we had before the retreat prepared me for what I was going to encounter at the retreat.

Firstly I want to thank God for the gifts I got at the retreat, I was hearing God’s messages clearly. At first, I thought they were my assumptions but I kept on jotting them down not until all the words were confirmed by other people and I just smile and show them what I wrote it in my book.

Secondly, I want to testify on behalf of my sister. I got a word for her and faithfully that same week, she was promoted at work.

Finally, I just thank God for the peace in my heart, though most of my prayer requests are for the future that I get worried about most times but since the retreat, the Lord has placed this peace that I began to assure my family not to worry anymore.

I just bless God I was available. It's always a personal time with him, to grow, learn, correct, and improve in all ramifications of one’s life. The opening of one’s eye is unmeasurable and there’s no time one does business with God and loses. I am glad I was able to spend those moments with him


Wumi Faniyan 

All thanks be to God for His love that binds us together as a family without limits. I attended your Annual Prayer retreat at Ikoyi as a first-time attendee but left as an old and registered member.  Had come to find out two things because two of my beautiful confidantes - Ifeoluwa and Ibukunoluwa are members. 

1. Always interested in their spiritual development and would want to know who they associate with while doing that. I visited them even in Benin City during their NYSC days. 

2. The second reason was to find out how well are they committed to the work of God. 

However,  I came,  ascertained the above reasons,  got myself involved blessed and have no regrets. 

Amazed with the fullness of love, dedication, encouragement, courage and interpersonal relationships within the group is a show of what God stands for. I felt happy that my babes are part of this group. I attended as the oldest person but was treated like the last born of the family 🤗. 

Please, register my full support for future programs by God's grace.


Ibukun

When I read the different encounters from the last retreat, I knew I had to be here this year.

I had numerous expectations and I wanted to see God in a different dimension. On Saturday of the retreat was the day I set out to go. Our bus spoilt on the road multiple times that day and I was already in a bad mood. I was like " Will I miss the morning session? Everyone was calling us, my dad whom I invited was waiting for me.

First Testimony: I had a sales target of 5 million to meet at work and I was already at about 2+ million. In that bad situation, a customer called on the road out of the blues and bought items worth about 2 million. Guess what? Sales target met.

That night we had the vigil at the church. When the worship session started, we sang "O gbe ogo kari ogo". I saw a mighty angel clothed in white descend amongst us. That night was beautiful, I got instructions, I got direct answers,

Second Testimony: In fact, there was a business I was planning to venture into but I wasn't sure about it and that was one of my prayer requests. Femi Festus gave me a word that night. He said God says there's a business you are planning to set up and God says it will flourish". I felt joy in my heart at that moment.

On Sunday morning, we were all seated at the courtyard area gisting and suddenly I started to hear people praying in tongues very loudly. I kept asking around, "Are people praying in rooms or around?" They said no. It felt strange to me. Later that evening Wale Ajayi confirmed that he also heard the praying in tongues. I was amazed.

From that night till now, most times I hear and dream about praying in tongues. I sleep and find myself praying in tongues and when I wake up I continue the tongues. I knew something had changed and felt the move of the Spirit from the retreat.

On Monday morning, we went up to the mountain for Spiritual Pool. After we were finished and started singing. I saw Angels clothed in white surround us and when we were singing "Hallelujah eh. Hallelujah oo"

I don't know how the words came out of my mouth when I shouted "I see angels" .

It was too beautiful to behold, my burdens were lifted, I felt joy, I felt peace. Words fail me to describe the beautiful experiences and encounters I have had since the retreat.


Aanu Oyedepo

During the retreat, I was worried that what will happen after the retreat, then a word came from Sis Remi that some people are worried about what will happen after the retreat, that the Lord said it is settled and since then the Lord has been helping me to remain steadfast in Him.


Nkiru

Retreat this year was a time of rest for me. I've had a lot of internal struggles and hurt happen over the course of the year. I had massive breakthroughs but I got bitter and offended over certain betrayals from people close to me. I was hurting, to the point that I was questioning my love and walk with God.

I experienced tremendous peace and was healed from the mental troubles. I'm grateful for the cleansing power and forgiveness that's available in the love of God.


Mariam Otun

Are there words to describe my experience at the retreat? No, there are no words! 

I had never been to a mountain before, this was my first. I could not tell my siblings that I was leaving Lagos because so many things had happened to me between July and September 2021. I told my Mom, she was concerned and that was understandable.

However, I knew I was going no matter what happens. 

My first focus was to strengthen my faith because the devil tried me 😢😭 but failed. It felt like my life was turning upside down. Second, I was tired of health issues...I need to sort that out with my God. I'm like God it's now or never oo. Nevertheless, I keep serving you. 

My arrival at the retreat camp was awesome. I met AMAZING people! Young people burning for Christ, seeking for more of Christ...I was in awe. 

The retreat began officially on Friday morning and I saw God in every service we had from that morning. I could not contain my joy...I would be praying and burst into laughter because, in the presence of God, there is fullness of Joy. The laugh was not ordinary because I cannot explain it. 

On Saturday, the vigil, I got a prompt not to limit my prayers to my predetermined expectations. So I forgot all my worries and said Jesus this is all of me 🙌🏽. I was at peace and knew I had entered the Rest of God. A few hours later, I strained my ankle and I was in so much pain and I kept on asking God, why would this happen to me? God, you know the issue with these legs ooo, God why would you allow this to happen to me. Anyway, I didn’t let that stop me, I kept on praying. 

In the morning, I kept declaring that the devil as failed and I'm going back to Lagos with Full restoration on all sides.

I'm glad I got so many confirmations for this. 

During this Spiritual pool, I heard that the devil wanted to shake my faith due to what happened but he who sits in heaven laughs 🤣😂, and I joined him in laughing. 

I'm glad I went to the retreat...I'm rekindled! I have become more sensitive in the Spirit. I'm grateful for Word Alive.


Ewadunni

My testimony is plentyyyy

First of all I want to thank God for giving me a family where I feel welcomed and whole. It's an honor 💚💚

I also say thank you for gifts being released 

Words/prophecies coming to pass and things adding up. He took away every pain and loneliness, I pray for his fire to keep burning in me as I thirst for more of him. I came empty but left filled and overflowing 💚


Amarachi Kalu

I am always skeptical about religious retreats, because, from my past experience, I was already bored, lacks social interaction and having fun.

This is how I as convinced.

When I join Word Alive (on Twitter) I made sure to attend the spiritual pool at Masha early this year to see for myself if this was actually genuine.

Lo and behold, I had a life-changing experience there. I received a word that kept me going even before my mother's sickness. Even during the sickness, calls were coming, prayers were going on.

And this is coming from people I barely knew.

So when the retreat came up, I had to make sure I attended.

I met friends turned family, people that cared about me, had an encounter with the Holy Ghost, added a new tongue, heard from God (Jer 30:1-3) and got a revelation from others.

Honestly, this is a life-changing experience for me and I really appreciate the organizer for pulling this off. 

It is not by power or might but by the grace of God.

I can't wait to attend next year's retreat


Mayowa

My name is Olajumoke Mayowa, a first-timer at Word Alive. Attending this year's retreat was a get away period for me away from personal life and work just to relax at least that was I thought. 

On arrival the reception was great and at that point, I decided to open my mind to all of the beautiful things that God could do. The first day at the moment was powerful. While praying had a voice asking me to kneel and open my hands out which I did and I felt a box being given unto me by someone on white. In less than 3 to 5 mins, the convener Miss Oluremi sent someone to call my attention then I went to her. 

Then she told me God had told her to inform me not to worry about my needs that there was a grace being given and that I should stay in the things he has given to me.

I am a narrator so pardon the lengthy talk. We proceeded to the church and that was it for me. While praying someone came from behind and touched me and to be honest, that's the last I remembered what I realised was myself waking up on the floor. Had several ministers come to me with words from God and the amazing thing was every word was the same.

The experience cannot be shortened. I was gifted with something I've wanted for a long time: praying in tongues. Since I got back praying with words has been difficult because each time I start praying tongues just erupt from my heart. It's a blessing.

I love it.

The trip back to Lagos was amazing. We had an enjoyable time worshipping God on the bus

I look forward to next year's version.

Thank you for allowing yourselves to be used by God.


Kimmie

Last year I wished I joined the retreat but work and short notice couldn’t make me attend. Though I felt bad at some point I couldn’t make it. The testimony shared from the retreat really blessed me. I made an instant decision that I won’t miss this year’s retreat even if I would have to decline some jobs.

September was not really busy for me so I prayed for jobs in the month of October as God would have it, jobs didn’t come and I was so worried because I wanted to give towards the retreat (I had a figure in mind) but my account wasn’t smiling at all. So I planned to pay in installments.

The retreat date was announced and I was so happy that I don’t have orders on those days. I never knew it was just about to be setup 😊 Monday of the retreat job orders rolled in and I was happy and sad at the same time cos I didn’t want to miss the treat to cut the long story short I put the devil to shame because I pulled through, was able to give towards the retreat and made it to the retreat.

Experience at the Retreat

On our way to the retreat, I didn’t know what exactly I was going to experience but I was so expectant. I needed clarity on some things and just experience God. 

The morning before we went to the mountain we had a room prayer and a little chat I was so blessed.

I want to thank God I experienced God in a very new dimension that I have never experienced. At first, while I kept on hearing you not worthy and this kept pulling me back from enjoying God’s presence and so Femi Festus noticed and he prayed for me. I cried so much and became very light, all my burdens were lifted and I felt a move in the spirit. I can’t even put in words what I experienced at the vigil but I’m grateful to God, heavens were opened, shut doors were broken down, outpour of the spirit, great rejoicing in heaven, new tongues and gifts were distributed. I can tell you for sure that TESTIMONIES abound.

I’m grateful to God for such a great experience I can’t forget in my life.

I’m grateful to God for making me worthy.

I’m grateful to God for raising these great armies 

I’m grateful to God for Word Alive.


Boluwatife

My retreat experience 

The rising of an army!!!!

I was determined to attend right from the first day despite traveling late in the night. I got to the venue drenched in rain💦💦💦 and I was happy to be there. 

During the retreat, I certainly gained a more personal relationship with Jesus through the highly personal style of the guided reflections. I heard God very clearly and enjoyed the time spent listening to him and came to realise and to admit what God has meant to me and that the relationship with Him had deepened and strengthened to the point that I can see His presence in my life and in that of others around me. I can also see myself and learn to accept my strengths and my weaknesses.

The retreat made me realize God's love and acceptance for who I am in all my fallibility, weakness and sin--doing and at the same time, continue to gently challenge me to greater love, greater service, more committed discipleship.

Word Alive is my family and I'm glad to enjoy the love amidst us. The way everyone bonded is a force to reckon with. 

Long live Word Alive😍😍😍😍😍😘😍😘😍😍


Opeyemi

This is my first camp experience with a Christian community. I am glad it was with Word Alive.

I did not expect the level of comfort for a Christian camp especially when it is an all-expense paid one.

I was wondering the whole time, what kind of faith, mindset, audacity the organisers had to pull this kind of programme through. I thought I would meet grown adults in their 50s, and then I got there and saw that they were people like me.

That was the first challenge for me.

When  I saw the flier, I only thought of the adventure that is fully paid. I knew also that I could not go and waste my time when people were getting away with God. So I nonchalantly had an expectation.

I told God if it pleases him to see beyond my babyish adventurous mind, to reveal to me my place in his army... I remember writing in the form " Get matching orders for the forthcoming season". I just wrote, I wasn't serious. Perhaps,  if I was on the group,  the prayers for the program would have prepared me😊.

Remember, my first challenge was the heart of giving for whoever pulled the finances for the program..I prayed under my breath for the opportunity and privilege to be a part of it next time. I know He has answered and will make a way.

The second memorable experience was the love that existed in the programme. I have been to my dad's church camp and I hardly find love there even though we were church members then. Love in Word Alive programme was overwhelming for me. We all lived together like we have been together all our lives. I even made friends I want to keep for life.

Another part of the program for me was seeing ladies like me hold a session like that. I always wanted to work for God and not look like it physically.  You know when people see you and don't expect anything more than that you are fine until they see the grace of God upon your life.

I saw it with Sis Remi....My God, this small fine, yellow, aunty is the Mummy GO they were talking about... PS: I am admiring and revering grace. This is not idol worship or unworthy comparison 

Sis Remi is a picture of the kind of lady I imagine. That she is making waves with career, has a number of businesses she manages, is a firebrand and has great fashion sense with good interpersonal relationships and humility 😭😭😭😭

I am crying as I speak...Sis, how do you do it....I struggle to balance all this in 24hrs. I have been asking myself whether it's possible to be all this and still have time for God.

I got to Word Alive, met Sister Remi and every day since after the first time she introduced herself...I have been asking God for grace, for boldness, for whatever will make me come into his dream of me..

Spiritual experiences 

I prayed and bore burdens in a way I have never experienced before. Love fostered the grace to be praying, and then get the nudge to hold a sister's hand and intercede for her....I enjoyed this experience and I was encouraged to embrace intercession fully.

Matching orders yeah, I heard God's plan for me in details I have never heard before. Eru olorun ba mi. This small me...😭😭I just wanted to face my career...be the leading woman in the industry and serve God low-key.. I trust God to help me🙏

The Spiritual pool session was also amazing.... that's my first time.. I hope to get better at it....I wrote a  full page of God's word 😂😂.

Meanwhile, I got a beautiful pen from Sis Omotola after the session.

I am sure Abba would have whispered to her that I was wondering where she got unusual pen colours.  Yes, she had a brown biro, and she gave me a turquoise blue ink biro... My best gift is a pen and a notebook...

I got an extra notebook I now use for my Bible Study from Bro. Wale after the pool... Bible Study in that book after a long while (like 2 years) has been sweet... started building consistency too. 💪

Evangelism with Sis Nkiru was also interesting. I have gone for different evangelisms but this one was stewarded in a way I have always imagined it. Word of knowledge and the prophetic reveals the Father's love for unbelievers. I won't volunteer for evangelism because  I thought it was difficult without the prophetic gifts. Evangelism with Sister Nkiru stirred up the gift. She made us ask the Holy Spirit who we should talk to, and also give a word to the person.

I perceived two women, and we found one of them on the way. She gave her life to Christ.. That was my first time of exercising my prophetic gift...it was encouraging. I have not started practicing...I am making progress at taking that kind of risk 🙃. 

The traveling experience was amazing as well.

When we were going to Osun, our bus stopped three times and we did not think it could take us to Ibadan speak less of Osun. Sis Dunni, said she perceived we should praise and worship. We did from the last time the bus stopped till we got to Ikoyi on the same bus..

It is how me I sang the whole time I am still shocked off sha😄😄...because song dey tire me

So like Jehoshaphat na praise carry us reach Ikoyi. Going back was powerful, Lagos bus literally carried the fire back..

The bus was swift, we praised, we worshipped, we prayed, we shared among ourselves God's thoughts for each other. I even saw the bus conductor sing along...I believe we left a seed in his heart. I prayed silently that he encounters God

My Adventure experience was not left out😀😀

I don't know about others but I took pictures,  made videos of the mountains. We could only climb the women's mountain but I took pictures of a certain mountain I think is the  "Higher mountain of Deborah".

I got to the foot of the men's mountain....it has a very long staircase. Women don't climb☹️ I would have counted the stairs. I took pictures of the men's mountain from the car park in front of the lodge.

We took pictures on the women's mountain. I took pictures with my Goshen room coordinator (Boluwatife) and my room cum bed mate😝 ( Olajumoke aka Jummy Chu)

I hope you found it interesting and would because of my experience come for the next Get away with me experience. 

I almost forgot to tell you that in a camp,  I had a choice of meals 😀😀 Who does that in an all-expense paid camp... Nk be like, "If you don't take porridge  tell me o, so that we can cook indomie for you

Just Negoddduu.....God will replenish you people's pockets and I like the privilege to partner if there is a next time.😊

Last thing, the bitter-sweet experience is that a certain kind of insect bit some of us. Not everyone was sensitive to it,  but the few of us experienced swelling and itching on our skin that continued like 1 week for me even back at home.

We used Rob to reduce the itching on camp, and I used skin creams for allergies at home. The scars are still faintly on my skin but we good now.

Next time,  I will take long clothes and socks for the journey...with insect repellents....

Cheers to Word Alive🙌🏼🙌🏼


Omolola

I thank God for making a way to attend this retreat because attending the retreat was against all odds. This retreat was God's way of reviving my prayer and worship life. Ever since I left the retreat ground, anytime I open my mouth to pray or worship I find it hard to stop, I literally can't stop speaking. I thank God for how God came through for us, for the provision of funds for everything needed for the retreat. God is toooooooo good.

I thank God for Oluremi, I'm grateful that I met her, I'm grateful for how God is using her in this season, I'm also grateful for the relationships coined from this retreat because it is unto greater things to come.

My heart is full, I got exactly what I wanted from the retreat.

The move of the Holy Spirit can't be put into words. I can't get over the fact that God danced in our midst, we literally saw God dance. Every single person caught the fire, nobody was left out.

I can't wait to receive more, I can't wait for the manifestation of all that we have received because I know God gave us gifts.


Ayodele

I just want to bless the name of the Lord that the retreat was for me.

On Saturday morning when we were praying, one of my prayer point was that God should bless my work and after a while, I got tired because I've been praying about the work but it looked as if nothing will change but this time, something happened. While still meditating on that, someone came to touch me but I decided not to open my eyes so that will not get distracted. But when that person will talk, she talked about exactly what I was thinking. Immediately she said that, I prayed that God should give me a confirmation and He took me to Isaiah 14:3:5. Not long after that, Wale came and prayed with me. I told myself I disturb myself simply because I lack confidence in God. Most of us know God but we still doubt Him, it shouldn't be so. May God help us to always believe in Him


Teemah

When the retreat was first announced, and the exact dates were not given, I was actually so ecstatic. I knew I needed a retreat, but I just wasn't certain if it was going to be a personal one or one with a group of friends, so I was looking forward to it to the point that I knew I was constantly disturbing Samson because I wanted to just know the dates. As at that time I was actively involved in a nine-to-five job, so I knew getting off work was going to be a bit difficult. Sincerely I trusted God and I knew I was going to be around for the retreat, but I didn't know how to take the excuse of work.

So sometimes in mid-September, I actually got laid off from work and it was devastating. At first, I kept my distance and I tried everything possible to stop praying but sincerely, Word Alive has become a blessing to the point that every time I get a message notification, I always get gingered even if the message is about food. The dates were finally announced and I even volunteered to join the planning team and woooooosh!!! I found a reason to hold on to.

I remember our departure day and the funny stunts that happened with our bus and in the middle of the whole thing, I was prompted to write down my prayer requests and YES, I wrote while on the journey in the midst of elated souls worshipping and praising God.

Our first meeting that Friday night was an introductory illuminated phase because I had a dream that night that got me asking questions. The next gathering was the next morning with a descriptive yet unfathomable session on the mountain. I felt heavy, I felt pregnant, I was so uncomfortable, but I couldn't explain it as everyone also started experiencing God right there.

We got instructed to move to an empty church at the base of the mountain by Remi and (I am tearing up writing this and all I want to do is to bask in HIS in presence) we moved with such atmosphere that felt supersaturated with the host of Heaven.

While in the church praying, my mind wandered, and I began to ask God questions like why is He mindful of me? Why did HE want me to come for this retreat and behold Remi approached me to pray and that was it!!!

My FATHER is a good, good FATHER!

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I had prayed for interpretation of tongues a long time ago and it did manifest to my surprise in Yoruba!!! Me sef shock but God is God and HE is ever faithful. He did not only manifest through words of prophecy, He also gave me a new tongue.

He told me He is mindful of me. I called him Father and I clearly heard Him respond to my call with "Yes". I thought I wasn't hearing well and called Him repeatedly as Father and He responded repeatedly with "Yes". Haaaaa!!! Oluwa call and response

He said so many things about Word Alive and individuals and I couldn't get over them.

I thought it was over until we had our vigil. I can testify to Abba's faithfulness and tell it to whoever cares to listen. The vigil was so powerful that everyone that was present there got party packs as Remi tagged it. Abba in His "grandness" came into our midst with His angels to dance with us. He called us to come and eat and dine with Him and He gave us numerous gifts. Time went by and vigil became breakfast meeting and people were still very much soaked in His presence.

These moments are never gonna be forgotten.

One of my prayer requests about my ministry got answered during the spiritual pool on the mountain and I shared it with Remi. Sincerely, I struggled with it at first but hearing God say "I have called you and you answered, I will hold you by your hands and lead you " omoooooooooo, I surrendered without any doubt.

I can go on and on about my experience and testimonies, but I won't forget the people I got to meet, shared a room with, rode on the same bus with. Pleasant, Willing and Selfless are the words I can proudly describe everyone as.

Word Alive has raised an army for Abba and I am proud to be called His general.

Surely, God doesn't do anything without revealing to His children and certainly, HIS words are YES and AMEN!


Toyosi

I just want to thank the Lord for his faithfulness upon my life 

Before the camp, I wasn’t always sure if I was actually hearing God or it was just my mind but during the spiritual pool sis Remi told us that it’s the Holy Spirit ministering to us that the word may not make sense but we should write it down

I wrote some words down and since the day we left the camp those words that I wrote down have been coming to pass and I know more is yet to come 

And I added to my prayer request slip that I was craving for a better and closer relationship with God and I can tell you for a fact that it’s indeed what I have with him now


Gbenga

The retreat was an awesome, powerful experience. 

Something I will never forget was when we went to pray in the church. I saw an eagle drop well-carved diamond pieces, dropping it on people. Initially, I did not understand why I saw that, but recently, I understood why it had to be an eagle. It was an awesome experience. The same thing happened when we were on the mountain.

I want to bless God for meeting great, smart, young, spiritual giants. For me, it was more than a spiritual meeting. I met with guys, we exchanged ideas, we had different conversations as regards business etc. It was just awesome. Some of what I learned I have started putting to practice. I just want to bless God for that. I believe our lives won't remain the same. One again, I want to say thanks to you guys and thanks to God.

I experienced fulfillment of prophecies. It was one of the prayer points I prayed and I trust God that both old and recent prophecies are coming to pass. Secondly, I am enjoying marvelous help from God, which was one of my prayer requests. As other testimonies unfold, I will share.


Precious 

Four days to the retreat and we'd raised just #190k while our budget was #800k for 50 persons. At that time, we were already about 60 plus persons. I could remember after one of our morning prayers, I sat in the bus on my way to work and I kept wondering if it was possible we raised the #800k within the remaining 4 days and the Lord kept reminding me how he has come through in previous times but that doubt kept creeping in “Will he do it this time?” A day to the retreat we realized we've raised #1million plus. This fired up my faith and expectations.

The devil tried in many ways to hinder my coming for the retreat, from falling sick some days to the retreat and then having clients book makeup appointments on days of the retreat. I almost didn't want to go anymore, after all, I was sick but, I knew I needed the getaway time away from the noise, away from the hustle and bustle of my everyday life.

Made it to the retreat ground and I could literally touch the presence of God. I experienced God at every single moment, in every single thing. Imagine sleeping and getting clear revelations so real you can't differentiate if it were a dream or reality. You know even before the retreat, the Lord kept revealing to us places we will be lagging so we knew what to do beforehand. You know, when God said I'll tell you what to do, when to do and how to do it, lol, I wasn't so pressed with my prayer points like I normally would cause there was this assurance that they've been answered.

It's not easy gathering over 60 adults from different works of life together without dispute, but you could feel the love flowing amongst everyone, everyone was willing to help and make the next person’s stay, smooth and comfortable. I love love and I love to see love being expressed amongst people. This was really beautiful to see.

Oh! The vigil, seeing people who haven't spoken in tongues before bashing in tongues, people prophesying in tongues and interpreting, it was enjoyable really enjoyable. A highlight for me was when one of us went into a trance and was giving words of prophecies. While I was recording her, she kept saying asked for more, in my heart I made a request to God and then she responded to the request by saying is these all you can ask for (mentioning my request). I was flabbergasted and I looked around, for a moment I thought I had spoken out cause how could she read my mind and respond immediately to my request like we were having a conversation? It could only have been God.

The spiritual pool, seating, and listening to God speak. God does speak! Writing this and reliving the experience... God is awesome and I'm glad I call him Father.

I'm excited about the family I've in Word Alive, the love we share, the bond, the oneness, the being there for one another, uplifting one another, sharpening our irons.


Samson 

I am grateful to God for the incredible privilege of being part of this retreat. I saw God in action. I saw God meet our needs. I saw God speak. I saw God dance. I saw God change situations. I saw God bless people. All literally. 

God spoke to me. He assured and reassured me. He renewed me.

I left the retreat a better man, a better believer, a better Christian. 


Mercy

All my days in school, I kept saying to myself and my friends that I felt like going to the mountains to pray before I was 25. Hmmm. Funny how I just say it and be like I want to fight the battles I am supposed to be fighting in the future.  

I couldn’t make it to the mountain before 25 but that is a story for another day. 

2020 was a very depressing year for me!  And I kept saying my story was going to change in 2021. I don’t know how but I knew it was going to happen

I attended the prophetic meeting in December 2020 and everything changed. I got messages as regards everything that was disturbing me, and I mean everything. God gave everyone in that meeting (except Nkiru) a message for me. I left that meeting feeling so light 

……..

Now back to the retreat. 

Becos I have seen God in Word Alive, I jumped at the opportunity of the retreat 

I was the happiest person about the retreat. I posted it every day

I got to the retreat with so much excitement and expectation, from making a new circle of spiritual friends to directly hearing from God.

On the first night, after we all introduced ourselves and we started praying, I felt something I have never felt before. I just found myself crying as I spoke in tongues. I cried so hard like I was begging for something that my life depended on. I found myself saying yes Lord I receive until pastor Remi said to me “receive the grace to hear God and hear him clearly. And immediately my spirit was settled. Right there I knew something had happened 

On our first day on the mountain, while praying, I felt God's presence, it came over me like a white cloth covering everywhere. And as we moved to the church I felt it even much stronger.  I prayed and we ended that session. 

I was supposed to go and sleep for the vigil. But as I got back into the room I became restless, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t read the Bible that I kept telling myself  I was going to read until I came outside to where cooking was going on ( even if I didn’t help out to cook ). I sat, watching them prepare food that everyone was going to eat. I saw someone walking in between them from where Omotola was sitting to where Nkiru, Omolola and Bolu were.  Has he walked, he was smiling and at that point, I just knew it wasn’t a dream, that was Jesus and he was here. Walking and smiling at everyone. Only then was I able to close my eyes and sleep.

That night, at the vigil, everything changed I heard clearly. Got clear confirmations from God 

The highlight of it was at the spiritual pool. I was overwhelmed, I was interacting with God. It was the most awesome feeling ever. He was giving me directions, the sweetest thing was that messages were not just for me but I was getting directions and messages for other people.  What else could be sweeter than having an interaction with God?


Wale Ajayi

Get away with me; The rising of an army was awesome. God showed me some things before we left so I was so expectant and ready for what God was/is doing. I can’t talk about the retreat without talking about the incidents that happened before the retreat. By the grace of God, I was part of the planning committee members for this retreat, and I was so blessed to be part of the team. We prayed together by 6:30am and there were a lot of words of prophecies coming from these prayers. Not just general prophecies about Word Alive and the retreat but also personal words about my life, ministry, and future and at that moment I was like what else am I going to do at the retreat. 

So, the retreat came as a fulfilment of these prophecies. I learnt a lot from the experience. I can remember there were words I got, and I did not want to share with the planning committee because of the money we had at that moment, but I did not silence the flow of the Spirit. I thank God I gave expression to what God was saying. Not like I don’t trust God, but it increased my faith in believing God and in the integrity of His word. I can remember two days to the retreat I was with Ayodele Ibiyemi, and we were talking about how God is indescribable and awesome because you think you have seen this side of God then you look up and you see something else. We really experienced God in different dimensions at the retreat. Throughout the retreat, I was in awe of God because He was bursting my brain. 

As a member of the planning committee for the retreat, I was told to go to Ibadan on Wednesday for the retreat preparations. That was how on Tuesday night, I started sneezing and feeling weak in my body. I did not want to show it too well because my parents were just going to start with the talk of “why not wait till Friday and go with everyone else” but I said no. What if it continues till Friday, they might as well say I should just wait for next year’s retreat. I did not want that I happen, so I stood up and did not show it because I know that sometimes when God is about to do something massive, there are always attacks from the enemy. Last year, when we were leaving, I planned on reading the bible and praying throughout from where the bus takes off to our destination and it did not happen because of the people in the car. This year the journey to Ibadan was awesome, I was studying the bible, praying, singing, seeing, and hearing. God was telling me things about the retreat; I was seeing us on the mountain worshipping and praying. 

Getting to Ibadan on Wednesday, I was not feeling any better but as a strong guy, I did not make it obvious. It continued the next day, it was really choking so I went to get a drug but when I got back to where we were staying. We found out that the drug was not for sneezing and body pain, so I did not use the drug and I told everyone there that they were going to see me with their eyes at Ikoyi mountain happy and healed like nothing happened to me. Yes, Testimony one I was healed by the time we got to Ikoyi mountain on Friday, I was not feeling any pain in my body. On Thursday night, I and Ayodele went to the Market to buy some foodstuff. Suddenly, we started hearing gunshots. Only God knows what was happening, we sha got back into the car and got home safely. I want to thank God for our lives (Myself and Ayodele). Some other members of the planning team also told us during our meetings about attacks they were facing, and we saw God’s Mighty Hand in all that happened. I thank God for His mercy upon our lives.  

Finally, we got to Ikoyi mountain for the retreat. On Friday, we got to Ikoyi mountain. I was so fired up and ready for the rising of this army. Angels were already dispatched there and were waiting for us. Later that evening, we were told to come out for us to know each other better. The worship that night changed the atmosphere. God opened the retreat in a grand way. 

The retreat was from Glory to Glory. I want to thank God for His love over my life. I am charged and equipped for the work ahead. 


Itunu Ajana

It was the love for me. 

The love in the atmosphere, for people that hardly know themselves. Initially, I felt oh these people know themselves, I was ready to crawl into my melancholic shell but. ...

Wait before then sef, on Friday, coming for the retreat I had been on a call with Wale and he didn't seem to have much of my time. I guess he was busy, I was so agitated bcos I was running late to the bus station, one of my bags had broken in the middle of the road, the sun was scorching, not to forget that I was so hungry. From Ikoyi to Ojota felt like travelling already. I was like kini gbogbo eleyi nisiyi. I sha managed to keep my cool, called Omotola, she told me there was a second bus, that the first one I had left. 

I got to the bus station and the weirdest thing happened 😂. There's this fair lady, I can't remember her name now. She sited me from a distance and was just smiling at me, in my head I'm like be fast remember where you know her from. Omo as I drew closer, I didn't know this lady o. I soon realised that e be like say na default setting of everybody wey dey here to be nice and shinning teeth lol bcos as I got to closer to Dunni and Precious and practically everyone was just shinning teeth asking if I was okay. I was like hmm nice but I'm hungry. I was checking Google for the nearest Chicken Republic and trying to order Uber abi Bolt, when someone asked what's wrong or something. I said I was hungry and that I was looking for chicken republic around. Almost immediately, Kimme (the lady that bakes) said it's not far that she'd take me there as a matter of fact that she's hungry herself. In my head, I said thank you for not letting me spend money on Uber ....

To cut the story short sha, we sha (I'd still come back to my first paragraph o 😂). It was going to be my first time meeting Omotola and I didn't know what to expect. I'm like shey I'd like this person physically like this (I'm a sucker for fine people 🙈). I knew for sure I was going to hug her when I see her (I later knew that she has a reputation for giving nice hugs. I didn't know prior to our meeting). I was sha playing orisirisi in my head. I wasn't even sure I was going to recognise her that night bcos I no too dey see for night. Plenty plenty things was sha playing in my head. I was a lil tensed too. Guess? As I stepped out of the bus like this. The Holy Spirit immediately highlighted her to me and I just hugged without thinking. It was so comforting. 

Ehn back to the first paragraph, I was like hmm these people know themselves o, wahaleux lol and it didn't look like Omotola was going to have my time. I sha lock up say make I observe as I normally do in a new environment. 

Fast forward to the introductory session, I realised there was a group chat. I said ehn. I was like wahaleux lol. The thing I'm very big on a loving atmosphere. There's no amount of Holy Spirit that maybe kabayashing in a place, if I don't feel loved. I cannot function there. So as I was there, I was like God abeg o. Sha sha, It was my turn to introduce myself - I become 101% nervous. Yes, another thing! Sorry lol. I had wondered if I was going to be the only student there since I kept hearing this work, that work. I'm like ah na only me go say I'm a student but as God will have it about two people had mentioned that they were students before I spoke so I  took comfort in that.

I got up and I introduced myself and someone made a side comment about me single and not searching and that was it for me.! 

I immediately felt the love. Then Dunni my room cord too, so nice and almost always has a story to something you tell her 😂. That was hilarious for me.

It was basically the love for me really.

When you said we should drop prayer requests I chuckled lol, I no get request. I'm full. I've things I think I need but it was insignificant and I didn't think I needed a special prayer for them. I told Omotola later that me I didn't drop prayer request o, I said cos I couldn't come up with things worth writing down specially plus I was full. The Love, friendship and family was okay for me. Probably bcos it's one thing I had yearned for for such a long time so I didn't see the need for nothing else. Plus prior to coming for the retreat and now, God just seemed to be super close so I felt if I really need anything urgent. I can always reach my father. Lol


Monday, 20 September 2021

BACK TO THE BASICS; THE MILK OF THE WORD

So I've been having discussions with people and I've realised that most Christians are in a "Spiritual Coma"

People are going to church just because they have to. People are reading the bible, just flipping pages, but then deep down, nothing is happening. We are just floating




A lot of us believers have lost the spice in our relationship with God and this leads us to our topic for tonight.

Back to the basics; The Milk of the word

I remember when we got the word for the year and God kept hammering the milk of the word, everybody go back there. In fact, myself and NK had a filled conversation about this.

In such a time like this, I sense God asking this of us. Everyone of us: Go back to the basics

So question to us, what does going back to the milk of the word mean to you.

Precious: Going back to the very beginning, how I started this journey with Christ

Samson: Going back to the basics. The simple truth here and the basic truth there.

Nkiru: Learning of God's love all over again, and why we actually started walking with him

Remi: Learning about God afresh. The basics that we started with, going back to it

I saw a post on Apostle Eucharia's page just this evening and she was like you brush your teeth everyday right? You don't think brushing your teeth today means you have clean teeth for the rest of the year. So it is for us as Christians

The things we started with eg "Read your bible, pray everyday If you want to grow", we do not stop them or cut the flow

Some of us even pride in eating meat instead. I'm a matured believer so it's only meat I take cos my teeth is strong enough. In the human world, Milk basically helps with production of calcium.

Lack of calcium is actually not good for your teeth. When your teeth gets bad, it won't be strong enough to eat meat again so you will have to resort to just milk

Back to the basics!

It's the same thing with the spiritual really

Therefore, laying aside all malice, all deceit, hypocrisy, envy, and all evil speaking, as newborn babes, desire the pure milk of the word, that you may grow thereby, if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is gracious. I Peter 2:1‭-‬3 NKJV

So many people feel milk is for new born babies alone but no, it is for us adults too. Regardless of your level of maturity, you must desire the milk of the word like new born babies do.

The verse 3 says if indeed you have tasted of God. If indeed you are truly mature, if indeed  you have tasted you must desire. And our desire is not just desire, it is likened to how babies crave milk

Babies basically live on milk.

They eat it like 10 times in a day at intervals

They will tug at your breasts till you give them

Same energy

Same energy

Same level of craving

It is a waste of time eating meat when you actually need meat. I feel like the foundations of most of us are being confronted. You are stuck because there is a shaking that needs to happen. And you will just keep hurting yourself trying to down heavy things

It is a waste of time eating meat when you actually need milk.

I feel like the foundations of most of us are being confronted

You are stuck cos there is a shaking that needs to happen

And you will just keep hurting yourself trying to down heavy things

The minute you start feeling stuck or not growing, I can assure you the problem is from your feeding

What are you feeding?

Again, I know you are opening your bible o and marking the streaks. It's like going to fancy restaurants and taking pictures of food but are you really eating?

Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love.  Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lampstand from its place—unless you repent. Revelation 2:4‭-‬5 NKJV

The problem is really not that we are stuck or feeling lifeless and just there

It's an effect of the problem

The problem is that our love has grown cold

We have left that first love

And now it has affected our walk

How did our love grow in the first place? It was in knowing the love of God

To grow our first love back, we must desire to know God's love IN His word. Go back to the word

And I know we've heard this so many times and it looks like it doesn't work. That's because we are doing it the wrong way.

Desire the milk of the word

Desire here is a command

Without a craving, it won't last. You will flip through pages and get tired.

I want to ask us: When was the last time you really desired/craved God's word? In the manner babies crave milk and eat every 2 hours. When was the last time?

If your answer is not in the timeline of these babies, you are on the road to being stuck.

When Peter talked about this pure milk, he denoted a necessity, something that must be in place. Some of us are praying and not paying attention to the word.

Erhm...

I hate to break it to you that your prayer points will increase o and if care is not taken, answers may not show too

Because milk (the word) affects your growth level and this in turn affects you all round spiritually

There must be a constant strong desire to hear God in His word. Sometimes we blame this on the preacher too

Your pastor's job is to prepare sermon o

He prepares the food but it is your duty to eat. It is your duty to desire this food

If Indeed you have tasted that the Lord is good then you must desire/crave

If indeed you have tasted that Christ is good for your growth then you must crave Him as/in the word!

Enough of the legalism towards the things of the spirit, especially towards the word. You know what? If people desire the word truly and are feeding correctly, they will be plunged into prayer. They cannot miss it

But you can be praying and miss the word, which will also mean you are praying amiss. God's word is living

It is indeed alive

It seems lifeless towards us sometimes because of our see finish and lack of desire

They are teaching about love in church and in your mind you know so much on love so you don't really follow.

There is no desire or craving

I remember the Psalmist: As the deer pants for the water brooks, So pants my soul for You, O God.

Psalms 42:1 NKJV

When I was preparing for this teaching, something struck me so I took a pause. Peter says to crave, to desire.

Me to God: But that's the exact problem o. We do not have the strength to desire. We want to crave but it's not working. But you are commanding us to do exactly what we are having issues with.

I am stuck because my desire jar is empty

It's not that simple

Everything that goes into a life of pleasing God has been miraculously given to us by getting to know, personally and intimately, the One who invited us to God. The best invitation we ever received! We were also given absolutely terrific promises to pass on to you—your tickets to participation in the life of God after you turned your back on a world corrupted by lust. 2 Peter 1:3‭-‬4 MSG

And here is the scripture I got as a response

You see when God says to fly, best believe He already provided wings. When God commands to crave, there is already a provision in that direction

Just start

This platform is major help really for this milk. Your own part is just to crave and study

Some of us only read what other people post

We don't eat food on our own. It's the one people have spit to us that we eat.

Not bad to eat from people o but you will soon get stuck too if that's your only source

20 My son, pay attention to what I say; turn your ear to my words. 21 Do not let them out of your sight. keep them within your heart; for they are life to those who find them and health to one’s whole body. Proverbs 4:20 - 22

Pay attention. Give undivided attention

To receive the life the word gives, our undivided attention is required. In all the busyness of the world, you must find time for it. Meditate on the word. Meditate on Jesus literally.


Monday, 30 August 2021

WHEN FELLOWSHIP BECOMES A STRUGGLE

 So I will ask us, 

What does fellowship (with God) mean to you?

What are the major areas of application for believers?





Samson - Fellowship is being "fellows" with God - There is a relationship where you and God share  and discuss stuff, you know him as Father and he knows you as son/daughter. Fellowship with God is our identity as believers. We can't say we are believers if we don't know he who saved us. It involves every area of our lives

Ayodele - Fellowship, for me means time spent enjoying the presence of God and just worshipping. The overall totality of my relationship, defined by worship. Its like my own personal time with the Holy Spirit. Bonding time

Debola - Building a relationship with him. Talking to him

Sumi - For me Fellowship is spending quality time with God

If fellowship is communication, what are the areas of application

Samson - As I said, it should be applied in every area of our lives. Fellowship is not just when we go to church and praise is going on and we are happy. Fellowship with God is also during our lowest moments, decision time, when having dinner, when watching a match...it is the constant connection to the Father at every moment/stage of our lives

Sumi - In all areas. From directions and instructions in all areas. For example Work, choices etc

When Fellowship becomes a struggle

Application area: Prayer and Studying the word

How many of us have struggled with fellowship (in terms of this application areas) or are currently struggling? What is it like?

Samson - Thank God for daily sharing on Word alive and daily prayers. 😩 Sometimes before you know it, you never do personal bible study for 3 days

Ayodele - me! Sometimes I am just tired or lazy. Some other times, I am distracted by too many  things. Work can be overwhelming but I realised that in the midst of that 'busyness', I still find time for other recreational things.

Precious - I have. The struggle is real, there are times when I get carried away with work, Bible study and prayers become a struggle, sometimes when I need something and it's not fourth coming it becomes a struggle to pray, other times I'm just tired internally

Remi - Me too, I will answer. There are times the struggle is like every Eke market day 😭 Some times, I'm praying fire but struggling with studying.  Also, struggling for me is not the absence of these things o. It is the zeal and energy involved. Like I'm praying and studying but I know I'm not really praying and studying. Everything is just lifeless and forced somehow

Sumi - Me. Most times tiredness and sleep. And procrastination too

First, I will like us to know that You are not alone

That struggle to come to God, that period of prayerlessness, you can read all the novels in the world but the minute you open bible, you are tired.

You are not alone

When it comes to fellowship, here are the struggle areas I've found so far:

- Distractions

- Consistency

- Time management

- Lack of Zeal

- Feeling disconnected

- Sin and Guild

- Laziness 

- Hope Deferred 

Pearl - Sin and guilt is it for me, along side fear of failure, due to past failure. Like what's the point of starting again now, when I know I won't be consistent?

I'm sure every believer (including our pastors), have experienced one area of struggle or the other in their walk. You probably can relate to one of these things or even all. Maybe you are currently struggling with prayer or studying the word. Or even both

Please note that the word struggling is not just the absence. That's another thing the devil does. You still have your You Version streaks so yes you are on course. But deep down, you know that something is not balanced.

Struggling is not just the absence of fellowship. People can be in a marriage and struggle to make it work

Acknowledging where you are in your fellowship with God is a great starting place. You can't move forward without it. And no, it is nothing to be ashamed of.

For some of us, we are "prayer warriors" o. In fact, as we are finishing prayers like this, we are updating everybody on status with "Rhema"

In fact, it is the Rhema that pushes us to fellowship. We are trying to feed the world but deep down, we neva chop belleful (for the non Nigerians, this means we have not eaten to the full ourselves)

Prayer warrior but deep down, you know you are struggling

One thing the devil does so well is help you to believe a lie to massage your ego. As long as you have made yourself believe there is no problem, you will keep going down that line

The worst will be spiritual leaders or those with spiritual gifts. In seasons of prayerlessness and not studying the word, you will be surprised you can raise the dead.

The grave will still listen to you and tear open when you speak, so you pat yourself on the back that all is well but all is not well

And then you back this lack of fellowship up with work.

You try to substitute work with fellowship but they are not the same.

The time we spend with God should be way more than the time we spend ministering God to people.

Our first step is acknowledging that this is where we are. A lot of us are still doing hard guy with God

There is nobody that walks in love with God not marked by vulnerability. So first, acknowledge that there is something wrong

This helps me a lot 

I can tell you that since my prayer life peaked between 2016 and 2017, I'm not sure I've stayed struggling with fellowship for more than a week. I'm quick to spot that something is wrong. 

I do not think that I'm bigger than something being wrong

So immediately something is wrong, I see it and get back on track

I'm going to share a story

I'm sure I've shared it with you guys before but I will again

Dec 31st 2015, watch night service.

After the service, everyone had gone to the city centre to watch fireworks. I stayed behind with my pastor and church keyboardist and we started praying.

We prayed for about 2 hours that day and my pastor asked all 3 of us to commit to praying everyday at midnight for the next 6 months.

Almost 6 years after, I have not stopped

That same December, I had broken up with the person I was dating for no reason. Little did I know that God was calling me into something deeper and distractions had to be cut off. You know I said me and my pastor prayed for 3 hours the first night. As we left the church, all 3 of us set an alarm for 12 midnight.

So the next day, I had to continue alone.

I prayed, prayed and prayed. Prayed for like 10 hours, opened my eyes to check time and it was still 12:05am

So all that long prayer was just 5 minutes 😭😭😭 I wanted to die. It was easier to pray for hours with other people cos we can take from each other's fire. In fact, after we left church that day I remember getting home to continue praying and I stayed there for long.

I basically was fueled up from the group prayers

But as it remained only me, fuel finished and 5 minutes felt like 5 days

It was at that time I knew I was in for a ride

But I was also ready for the ride

Another sad part to this my story was that my tongues vocabulary was really low. Na just one sentence I sabi then. I'm not sure I had up to 8 syllables 😭

Tongues help a lot in prayers as they cover all the things our human minds cannot. But me I was limited at that time. So I had to make do with the language of man. Tough ride o but I rode still.

Day 2, same thing.

I was still struggling

I had roommates then, so it was also very distracting.

We are watching originals together and my alarm goes off (one thing I never did was choose any other thing over my prayer time).

I will stand up and go start prayer in my corner but I'm hearing someone shout "Klaus has killed him, eh God". I'm thanking God but I'm also longing to know who Klaus killed.

Or I'm praying and I open my eyes to somebody kissing their boyfriend in the room.

It got to a point, I wrote on a stick note "Remi you will die if you don't pray" and placed around me. Cos it looked like the devil was working hard to ensure I don't pray

5 minutes

5 minutes turned to 10 minutes, then 15 minutes.

And then 1 hour

Sometime in 2017, I found out I had prayed for over 5 hours on my own unplanned.

Like I had just stayed in fellowship, enjoying  God

I cried that day, cos I knew where I was coming from. 5 hours turned to 8 hours then 24 full hours, 2 days non stop....Without fuel from other people

How did I move from struggling to pray and study for 5 minutes to fellowshipping for hours? Yes, the 5 minutes included bible study, praise and worship and prayer 😂.

It was that bad for me

Intentionality

This was my number one step

I wanted God, I wasn't even sure of all the details. But I knew that I wanted Him so I took that step

You will have to be intentional with choosing Fellowship.

Life is busy

There is so much noise around us

So much dragging for your attention

You have to make that choice yourself

Be intentional with studying the word and praying.

If you can read this and you currently struggle with consistency in any of prayer and the word, immediately go to your alarm. Fix a time you know you are mostly free and can be alone. You can fix both together or fix them separately.

Let me tell you a truth, you won't survive by vibes.

You have to be intentional about being consistent and this is your first step

Pick a time and make it a date with God.

Pick it now

Don't procrastinate

Jesus had a habit of fellowship with God

A few days later, Jesus went out to a mountain to pray. He stayed there all night praying to God. Luke 6:12 ERV

After he said goodbye to them, he went up into the hills to pray. Mark 6:46 ERV

Word Alive daily prayers will not replace your own personal fellowship. The daily reading schedule can serve as your personal guide though but you must read on your own too even as you come online to check what others share.

My alarm was set for 12 midnight, I remember days when I'm watching movies with my roommates.

Before my alarm goes off, Martina is already telling me it's almost 12 o, you will not go and pray.

Sometimes I want to continue the movie with them but I had unknowingly built a habit that the people around me had also noticed

So I'd stand up and move to my bed. There were days I'd go into the toilet to pray if I was feeling too distracted 

There were days I'd go out in the snow and take a prayer walk. If you know me well, you will know how much I dislike twitter but not even a -15°C could stop me

I used to miss class cos of cold 🙈 but not prayers.

I went all out for it (and yes, I had the help of God. I was so mightily helped by God. Will explain this part next week). So yes, fix a time for your prayer and study. Can be same time and can be separately.

But pick a time you are sure you will be free and set that alarm now.

Name it as you would

If you find yourself struggle, remember that it is normal. 5 minutes was 5 days for me for a long time.

Let that be your motivation

For those of us scared to start over again. You've been here before and it feels like you keep coming back

Hmmmmm.

I will share a story again

Between 2009 and 2011, I was in an organisation called FECA (myself and Precious). At some point, we were praying 1am everyday. Note that there was no zoom then.

I had a torchlight phone in 2009. I set alarm for that time, stand up, read the bible and pray for 1 hour.

I didn't have YouTube to play music in the background. So it was just me and my paper back bible

Somehow, life happened and I stopped praying

I was still praying o

I was praying in the midst of brethren

I was doing those rush prayers (plus Jesus minus Satan every morning)

I was opening my bible when the church/fellowship opened bible

I was even praying alone too but vibes and when it entered my head or I wanted something from God

Between 2012 and 2015, I moved from this to struggling to pray for 5 minutes

It can happen to anybody. Be ready to start prying again tomorrow. If I stop praying today, I will start praying again tomorrow

If I notice that I stopped reading my bible today, I will start again tomorrow

I will share a secret with you I do not think of myself as one that cannot struggle with fellowship

Nobody is bigger than it. So when it happens, e don happen be that

Holy Spirit, where do we start from cos my strength has failed as usual. Carry me

It's really this simple

And I move on

The early days of starting back may be difficult but I don't send

I know I will get back fully on track

Don't beat yourself over it

Even the 3 closest people to Christ slept off when they were meant to pray. God did not beat them over it. Stop holding it over your head

That's also a tactic of the enemy to keep you from God. If you fail, you start again and again and again. If you find it difficult to start over yourself, get someone to kickstart you.

Join prayer groups and refill there

Speak with a friend to join you in your fixed prayer time for a short while till you are able to stand on your own

But that feeling that you will still fail again at it so no need to try again, please let it go.

If you don't have a study plan, you can start with the reading schedule for Word Alive.

Be faithful with it and you will see growth.

You will hear God speak to you.

The "biggest" Rhema I've gotten is while reading from the schedule.

And it's amazing cos it's just random, there is no topic in mind.

I'm reading the word, open mindedly through the lens of Jesus.

You can also check You Version for devotionals or church devotionals

Just make sure you start.

Monday, 16 August 2021

HEALING SERIES 8: HEALING - THIS MINISTRY OF CHRIST CONTINUES WITH ME

So far, we've seen God's divine will concerning healing.

We've seen God's response to sick people

We saw Jesus heal all kinds of diseases

We've seen how the disciples took the baton and continued

Now, more than ever, we must also take the baton and continue in this ministry

If we look all around us, if you are sensitive in the spirit, you will see the devil turning up the heat on these things. The increase in sick people, millions soliciting for funds for one surgery or the other




Sick homes, even in the body of Christ. Marriages that need God's hand. Emotional sickness is at an all time high. It feels like someone poured a rain of depression upon the world

Mental illness...

Sigh

The devil is putting so much fire here especially as people are getting more addicted to drugs all around us

Huge cases of demonization and afflictions, all around us. The list is at an all time high

I remember reading about the generals of old, especially the ones from Nigeria... These people had a disdain for the work of the enemy and they reacted to it accordingly. They understood God's purpose and delivered for their generation.

Another generation is arising already. Batons are being passed both in the physical (generals passing on or handing over physically) and spiritual

God is waking us up to step into this call. To take the baton

The level of work we have on our hands, I wish we knew it

No generation before us has been faced with this huge work (I stand to be corrected). The devil knows his time is almost up, so he is turning up the heat. There is such an urgency in the spirit to step into the divine purpose of God

I was telling someone that in the next couple of years, 10 years max, we will be needing rehabilitation centers more than hotels. Mental homes will be the next huge business.

In fact, I saw someone post that if you have money, start building these centres already. The world is not escaping needing this

This is how high the devil's work rate is

The world is not escaping mental homes and rehabilitation centres yeah?

That one is the devil's plan. The world is not escaping God's healing power

Our generation is not escaping it.

Jesus is still healer

God still cares

He is still moved with compassion and now He is raising an army for such a time as this

Jesus wants to heal the sick

He wants to give comfort to men

He wants to heal the mentally deranged

He wants to release those with demonic oppression

He wants to say to men: take up your mat and walk

He wants to give sight to the blind

But you see all of these things, Jesus will do through willing men

“I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.” Galatians‬ ‭2:20‬ ‭NKJV

It is now Christ living in you. This is not your life anymore

You know what God did with Christ's coming that I love so much. He basically multiplied Jesus and  increased reach.

So Jesus came to one town as a person but he cannot be in Sokoto as an actual human and at the same time be in Afghanistan

So what did God do? Create a means for Jesus to walk this earth in millions of human bodies.

Jesus is everywhere physically

He wants to raise the dead?

He does so through us

He wants to heal the sick?

He does through us

But first, we must be willing. The world is really counting on our willingness and availability. These people with mental and emotional illness? Their souls are begging you to corporate with God

The one who is groaning in the hospital in pain is waiting for you. A whole generation is waiting for us

They are counting on us and we must/will not fail

Do I need to be called as a healing minister to partner with God on this? The answer is No actually.

You necessarily do not have to be called into the office of healing to heal men.

For our generation, I see more healing miracles wrought through "untitled believers"

We are coming into that time where market women will see an ambulance passing, they will leave their tomatoes, lay hands on the dead and go back to their work. That time is coming and I tell you it is upon us already. Believers will go out, lay hands and the sick will receive healing.

We will pray and the dead will rise.

We will walk past streets and their sick will respond to the power of God in us

It will happen

In our time, it will happen

And hour is closer than ever

But first, we must take the baton. We must be ready to partner with God

For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God. Romans 8:19 KJV

A generation awaits

Most of them in pains and groaning

Your generation needs you

Our generation needs us

Take the baton

Christ's healing ministry continues with you.

Monday, 12 July 2021

HEALING SERIES 7: DIVINE HEALING AND DIVINE HEALTH

Divine Healing and Divine Health

So open question. Is there a difference between both? Can someone help us with their understanding of both terms?

Ayodele: Divine healing- Supernatural healing for someone who is already sick. Divine Health- Being in perpetual good health divinely.

Chelsea: For me, the word divine already tells it's not from/by man, but from God. Divine healing would be the supernatural restoration process to having Divine health (good health of course)

Joshua: Devine healing is for the sick, while Divine health is a supernatural resistance of sickness, decreases or any infirmity.

Sumi: Divine healing for me is God , through someone or  something healing someone who ill and Divine health is being immune to sickness or any infirmity by God's supernatural power.

Jane: Divine Healing is a process, while divine health is a state of enjoying supernatural health.

Thank you so much everyone. Your answers are correct




One thing we've been focusing on is healing for ourselves and others, which is divine healing. Basically God taking away our sicknesses. But there is something greater and sweeter

It is called Divine Health

I really bless God for the gift of healing released to us. I have enjoyed it and so many even through me. But you see, I will actually prefer not to need healing in the first place.

Some Christians will tell you that it is not possible to have divine health until eternity. Because sickness is a result of sin (the fall) and until the Christ comes again, we will have to live with some of these things. So divine health as a concept for believers is wrong and misleading. You see this school of thought I just shared, I do not agree with it.

Israel had divine health for a whole generation. They had it in the worst possible place ever: The wilderness. That's like the easiest place to fall sick.

But no, what they received from God wasn't healing but divine health.

They were not falling sick. Between Egypt and the promised land, this covenant stood

And you know the most interesting part? The people that enjoyed this divine health were rebellious. So it wasn't that they did something to deserve this from God or they were good people.

They were sinful. They were not born again. They didn't have Christ

If a people like this could lay hold of divine health, then it is time for us in Christ to sit back and know exactly what is ours to take. 

I don't know if we've met Christians that tell you they can never be sick and they are never sick? Like they don't even take paracetamol or cold medicine. 

I met someone like that first during my ND days. So careless with his health. Can sleep anywhere with plenty mosquitoes. Can eat anything. Yet he knew he'd never fall sick. He'd say it with so much belief. This person was a Christian o but I thought myself a "better" Christian than him, yet it was me in the hospital every now and then. 

The secret is this, he aligned with God on His covenant for Divine Health. He simply believed that covenant and it became his reality.

While I was preparing for this sermon, I was wondering what life would have been like if me sef know. I knew this guy, I even used to talk about how he is so lucky and never falls sick but I didn't think I could have what he had. I was basically okay with getting healed for every time I'm sick

That too is a miracle from God. I didn't know there was something more

Something better than healing; DIVINE HEALTH

Beloved friend, I pray that you are prospering in every way and that you continually enjoy good health, just as your soul is prospering. 3 John 1:2 TPT

Gaius was doing well spiritually but it was also important that he knew to enjoy good health. This will mean that a person can be spiritual yet not enjoy good health

For us to get repeated healing, it will mean that we have repeated sickness. God offers healing o but He offers even something bigger for those that can lay hold of it

God's best for you is Divine Health

You must serve the Lord your God. If you do this, I will bless you with plenty of bread and water. I will take away all sickness from you. Exodus 23:25 ERV

Divine health!

Christians may get sick, this is not a sin. God has also provided a solution to sickness which is healing. But there is a bigger solution, which is divine health. It is us having permanent healing.

God offers healing o and it is available for everyone. But like I said before, something more sweeter has been offered

It is Divine Health. It is a permanent fix to sickness.

From our reading in 1 Cor 15, we established that the second Adam came to undo whatever the 1st Adam did.

Man was made in the image of God and there is no sickness in the image of God. But man fell and lost a lot of these divine privileges because of sin.

Then Jesus came and He undid what Adam did.

If you believe that you have eternal life, then you should believe that divine health can be yours too

Before we started this series, I didn't know this also. Or rather I knew, but I didn't really accept it as mine deep down.

Until the period we were in Ibadan in April/May. At this point, I want us to include in our personal confessions our divine health status. We can't afford to keep moving from one pills to the other, one diagnosis to the other.

For how long?

How long do we live this way?

How long do we keep coming for healing?

Coming for healing will mean that we experience the discomfort of sickness first. How long do we keep believing God to take away that discomfort (of course He will answer) when we can actually believe Him to never be sick

And the inhabitant shall not say, I am sick: the people that dwell therein shall be forgiven their iniquity. Isaiah 33:24 KJV

No one living in Zion will say I am sick. Not I was not healed. They wouldn't even get sick in the first place

I say this again, if Israel as stiff-necked as they were could enjoy divine health in the wilderness of all place. Those people sinned so much yet

How much more you and I?

If divine health is the will of God, why then do most Christians not have it?

Why are we looking for healing up and down every minute?

They know not, neither will they understand; they walk on in darkness: all the foundations of the earth are out of course. I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High. Psalm 82:5‭-‬6 KJV

But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes. Psalm 82:7 KJV

Look at.

I have said you are gods

Yet you know not

You do not understand your identity as God and because of this men walk on in darkness.

Ignorance is a huge problem. 

If they pick up snakes or drink any poison, they will not be hurt. They will lay their hands on sick people, and they will get well.” Mark 16:18 ERV

Is it not the believer Jesus was talking about here. You will drink poison and nothing will happen. Because you are not meant to be susceptible to sickness. I am not meant to be

You are gods!

We need to recognize our privilege as gods and live it

How then can we access Divine health?

1. Faith

You cannot rise higher than your faith. 

There is nothing we've received in this kingdom that was released to us outside of Faith. 

If you do not believe that God is willing to give you divine health, then you can't receive it.


2. The word

First, to know it.

You need to know what God has said concerning your health and believe it. When you know what God has said, you do not beg to be healthy.

It is our right.

Then we move to confessions

My son, pay attention to what I say. Listen closely to my words. Don’t let them out of your sight. Never stop thinking about them. These words are the secret of life and health to all who discover them. Proverbs 4:20‭-‬22 ERV

Look at. These words are the secret of life and health to all who discover.

Your health is hidden in the word.

Find it, know it and begin to Confess it.

Eat the word

Feed on it

Let it be your diet

3. Opposing the devil based on the words we have found

You see, the devil doesn't want you to live in good health so he will fight.

The devil always fights even when he is losing. 

I was speaking with someone (I think Ayo and Fola) on how hardworking the devil is. The devil works really hard and "smart". Read the smart as cunny

He will come to attack you because of this word that you have received.

He will try to test if the word has root

You will not let him.

You will stand on God's promises

He sends headache? Oh Devil! I live in divine health. Send him the new memo till he gets it.

So give yourselves to God. Stand against the devil, and he will run away from you. James 4:7 ERV

Stand against the devil! How? With the word!

One person I honour so much is Kenneth Hagin.

Bro Hagin taught so much on healing. Then what did the devil do? He sent a heart problem. This heart symptoms persisted for 6 months. And it's somehow you know, when you preach one thing to people and some even lay hold on it then the devil strikes you with that exact thing

It's like he is trying to use you to show off and make your God a laughing stock. 

If you are not careful, you may get to a stage where you don't believe or agree that your teaching was in error.

But in all I have read about Bro Hagin, I noticed something.

Every day these symptoms came, for 6 months he stood against it. He refused to accept this as his reality.

He believed Jesus had given him divine health so it was his. It didn't matter that the devil tried to use personal experience to override his privilege as son.

He stood against the devil until those symptoms turned back

The devil is persistent with his wickedness, you need to take a stand.

He stood and the symptoms left. Today, we will say Kenneth Hagin enjoyed divine health. His testimonies have brought life to many but we must not forget the part where he stood on the word of God even when the physical report said different

Divine health is also not just limited to physical health, it is total well being. All round wholeness

In your mental health, spiritual health, marriage, friendships etc

Isaiah 9, the message translation describes Jesus as the Prince of wholeness. That verse says There is no limit to the wholeness the Messiah brings

Question:

Wale: Can an unbeliever receive divine healing?

Answer:

Yes. An unbeliever can

The man at the gate, it wasn't recorded that he believed. Peter gave him what he had which was healing. So a believer can give from his healing stash to an unbeliever

Monday, 14 June 2021

HEALING SERIES 6: HEALING IS FIRST COMPASSION

How many of us desire the gift of healing here?

Bukky: I won’t call it a desire. More like an if it’s for me let it be for me type of thing. Cause I heard ( Don’t know if I was taught wrong) that some people have certain gifts and others don’t. Don’t know if I made sense or it’s true 

Dasi: As for me, I think I was told that I have the gift of healing

A lot of believers desire healing gifts. We want to say to the sick, be healed and they are healed. We want to drive out sickness when it comes to our dwelling



But we miss something. Our intent sometimes are wrong. A lot of want God's power to be displayed. Now, note that this is not a bad thing in itself o. Wanting God to display His power is good

Men are drawn to Him, but you see the gift of healing ehn, it's one of the most powerful also love-filled gift from God.

Sickness is a lot of pain

If you've been sick or know someone who has been terribly sick, it is so much pain. Pain beyond even the groanings you hear from them. Pain beyond their tears that you can see. Healing is not just God's power revealed. It is really God having compassion on men and putting an end to their pain

It is God relating to all man is going through. It is God understanding that you are in pain, Christ feeling that pain alongside you.

He understands humanity, for as a man, our magnificent King-Priest was tempted in every way just as we are, and conquered sin. Hebrews 4:15 TPT

There is a translation that says We do not have a high priest that cannot relate. For every pain man goes through, God feels that weight.

He knows exactly what we are going through
He knows how it hurts
He is hurt by that pain too

Sometime in 2018,  I had an encounter. I was walking to the store to buy something.

The Holy Spirit transported me to a far location and I saw a woman (she was white) and she was groaning in pain. Serious pain. She was shouting and crying. Groaning deeply. All of a sudden I felt the pain on her leg transferred to me

I screamed out in pain (also in real life. I was holding my leg, crying and shouting on the road but I wasn't conscious of this). I have never felt so much pain my entire life. And the shocking part was that woman had pains all over her body. I was only burdened with that of her leg

I started shouting and telling Jesus I don't want. I kept begging Him to take the pain. I didn't want that woman's pain. How can someone go through that kind of pain? 😭😭😭

I saw a tear drop from Jesus

I looked at Him (He had been with me in the woman's room)

And then I realized He had the woman's pain too

The pain on her leg and all of her pains

It dawned on me then that I carried just little of this woman's pain and I wanted to die but Jesus was bearing all of her pains. Then He opened His body to me. And I saw screams from His body

Different people, from different nations of the earth

Thousands of sick people

Who probably think they are alone in this sickness

But Jesus was right there going through it with everyone

Imagine the weight of millions of people if I was screaming to the physical over one person's leg pain

At that moment, I begged him to take away that leg pain from me first before we continue the conversation. He did and then He told me the woman's name to pray for.

So this woman was an actual real life sick person. I tapped put and found myself crying on the street, standing on one spot, people looking at me almost ready to call the police. After that time, the Holy Spirit would visit me with names of people to pray for.

Sometimes I could hear a Mary in Germany and what is wrong with her. And there was something I was so experiencing, I get a taste of the pain they go through

Like I just feel the weight momentarily. And even in just that moment, it is so much pain

My only response was compassion

I came to understand this scripture "And Jesus, moved with compassion..."

It felt like I shared in their pain and though they were smiling to the world, they were in pain

I knew that pain briefly and my prayers completely changed

I will see a sick person and I'm moved to tears

I'm not okay until I pray

Healing is not just God's glory displayed. All of creature already displays the glory of God

Healing is God feeling man's pain and giving a solution

God loves people so much, so so much. I say it a lot that God is such a people person.

For as many of us that want to partner with God, we must love people

You see a sick person and the first thing that comes to your mind is let's work God power here

No!

Again, this in its entirety is not wrong o. Our first instinct is how these people are in so much pain and God really doesn't want them to be in pain.

Healing should not just be a display of power. It is God's love displayed

For everyone of us that want to operate in this ministry, we must get to that point where our hearts break when we see sick people.

You see a mad person, and you are drawn to compassion. They are not living God's best for them. They are in the worst pain but do not even know

Compassion!

There was a time I'd see myself in Hospitals. Thousands of sick people groaning in pain. By the time I'm back to reality, I'm crying and praying

The gift of healing is a love burden

It is partnering in love with God

It is not a gift to propel ourselves

It is not a gift we pray for because we want to belong. Oh everyone is healing these days. God is healing massively this season, so we want to be part. 

This gift is solely about the people in pain and how God wants that pain to end for them. The one who administers healing is really not important in the scheme of things. If you desire the title, healing evangelist, you are maybe in the wrong place o.

Beyond the title is a heart that breaks for men. That knows and understands how God feels when they come in contact with sick

Tonight, if you've been praying for the gift of healing, I need you to pause and Change your prayer points. Start praying for compassion

PRAY FOR COMPASSION

Pray that the Lord gives you a heart filled with compassion. A heart that breaks over the things God's heart breaks over

A heart that moves as God's moves. And here is the thing with this God's kind of compassion. You already feel a pain alongside that sick person

It hurts you so much the only response you have is  praying that pain away. The gift of healing delivered

It is not your pain o but it becomes your pain

You are a partner with God

These are the men God is looking for

Not men who just want to display God's power

Men who love people and feel for them

Healing is First, compassion. We must never forget this

If we've started wrongly, let's retrace here

God wants us to partner with Him in this healing business but first, Compassion

Sunday, 13 June 2021

HEALING SERIES 5: I HAVE PRAYED FOR HEALING BUT I AM STILL SICK

Can a true believer be sick?

To this, a true believer can be sick: Anybody can be sick




Being sick doesn't make you less in the sight of God. It doesn't mean you've sinned or done something wrong.

Failing bodies became as a result of the fall. Our bodies are weakened till they give up basically. While this is an order in this world, we are not of the world and Christ gave us an antidote for when we are sick while here

So you fall sick? You say the prayer of faith

And there is another sweet part, don't wait to fall sick before declaring healing. Death and life are in your tongue. The earlier you realize this, the better

Start eating the word of healing even now. Don't wait till you are sick

I have this bad habit of waiting till I'm very hungry and almost dying before I remember to eat. This is wrong. I should eat at the appropriate time. Force something in, hungry or not. Sick or not, eat the word of healing. Eat, so you will not have to eat.

I have prayed for healing but I am still sick.

This part of our series had me confused for years

I mentioned how I had Tinnitus for months, how I was falling sick every week for years. I was actually praying this period

I asked God for healing

People prayed for me and nothing happened (until a long time). I've also believed God for healing over people and sometimes, nothing happens. While I may not have the full answer to this question of "Why I didn't get healed", there is a fundamental truth I need us to hold on to:

Whatever went wrong in the process of praying for healing, whatever the malfunction is, it is NOT from God's end. Whatever it is that makes healing not accessible, the problem is not from God

Remember He is the problem solver, if a tiny part of us believes the glitch is from Him, what our inner man takes in indirectly is an impossibility of healing. If the one who promises to heal has a healing glitch, I'm permitted to believe that I may not have access to healing

So I need us to keep this with us, whatever went wrong is definitely not from God

As we go through the list of possible glitches, know that you are not the wrong. Keep this close too. You didn't do anything that has made God refuse to heal you

PS: God doesn't refuse to heal anyone in the first place

One thing we've established so far is that God is willing to heal. But somehow some people receive healing and some don't. In fact, some healing ministers that have healed tens of thousands do not receive healing themselves while sick. 

I will be sharing some of the answers I've found over the years (as even I have been here before). I'm believing that these answers are helpful to us and spur healing for everyone still sick

1. Not full of the Word

He sent His word and healed them, And delivered them from their destructions. Psalms 107:20 NKJV

A lot of people do not receive healing cos they do not have the word. We said in one of our teachings that the word is the healing activator. Now, it is not just in mouthing these words but it sitting inside of us. The word of healing we eat digests and births faith

Some of us, it is when trouble comes that we start searching for healing words. Note that the word works but it is the word that you believe that works. So if you are just searching, there is a possibility that the word has no root. Just surface belief, more like a quick fix to the problem at hand. And the bible says Faith comes by hearing and hearing, the word of God

It's either we have faith or not, and faith is birth by the word sitting richly in us. Know what God's will is about sickness. Keep telling yourself until that is the only thing your inner man believes.

Faith is a response to revelational truth. The call has to be made first, through the word


2. Shying away from Corporate Prayers

Some people don't receive healing because they are shying away from corporate prayers. They are ashamed of being sick. They don't want scenarios where people pray for them and they do not receive healing immediately. It will look somehow. So they'd rather continue to pray on their own

Hmmmm.

Can you see a pattern here? It's that of unbelief sprinkled lightly, almost invisible. By thinking that maybe you will not be healed, that's your spirit man indirectly accepting that healing may not be available to you. So subtle but yet still there

You've already created instances for you not being healed. That's an act against Faith

A lot of us have been on this table.

I don't want anybody looking at me with pitiful eyes and asking me every Sunday if I'm still feeling that pain so I pray alone. See, don't let the devil trap you. There is so much great power in the corporate anointing present in the church.

The body of Christ, the church is such a powerful force. Look at history, read revival books. Millions of healing took place through corporate gatherings

so that they brought the sick out into the streets and laid them on beds and couches, that at least the shadow of Peter passing by might fall on some of them. Acts 5:15 NKJV

I think it was Pastor Poju or Dr Kay I heard this from: Peter's shadow was healing people but it was the prayer from the believers gathering in one accord that brought about this occurrences

God puts His glory in display so men can see His love for them. Healing is a strong salvation tool.

All of the healing recorded in this family, it is not Remi

There is an anointing that flows in corporate bodies. These signs shall follow them not him

God works with us as individuals o. God heals through individuals. But there is so much more to be accomplished as a body

Stop running away from public healing. That is you saying that God can publicly humiliate/disgrace Himself

Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. James 5:14‭-‬15 NKJV

Are you a pastor or you head your fellowship? Don't let the devil cheat you by telling you to pray alone

Let people pray for you

Let the prayer of faith be sent up on your behalf


3. False beliefs

Some of us believe that God makes people sick. God heals some and doesn't heal all. You are setting yourself up. If God cannot heal all, then maybe you are part of the statistics that God has chosen not to heal for whatever reason. Do you now see how flawed this belief is?

Let what we believe be guided by Christ's revelation of God


4. Unhealthy living

Sadly, some people don't receive healing cos they are not living healthy. Some of us are hoping on miracles to make up for our bad health habits. You don't drink water (I'm guilty of this). You over eat. You under eat etc

There are basics to health and quality living. We all should strive to live them

It is through God's wisdom that man has come to know these things. Simply adhere to them


5. Unbelief on the part of the person healing

Most times, I see us accusing people of not getting healed cos of their unbelief. "Oh! You didn't have enough faith"

Erhm... Dear minister, stop burdening people. Your faith alone can actually heal

Then Peter said, “Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk. Acts 3:6 NKJV

The man did not have faith to receive healing 

He wasn't even expecting healing 

He most likely wanted money

But Peter gave him healing. Did we need the man's faith here? No

Peter's faith in Christ was enough. We should stop condemning people and making them feel they are the reasons healing did not happen

Sometimes, it is our own faith. You are praying for someone and adding "If it is your will Lord"

Has that not been established? Also, don't be hard on yourself. The disciples at a time could not heal even after praying

You don't get answers now?

Keep pushing

Keep praying

Keep believing


6. An unforgiving Spirit

The devil schemes and always look for loopholes. While I was in pastoral college, our head tutor shared something. He was sick (can't remember the exact sickness). And the funny part was, he was healing people daily of that disease. So let's say for example he had a kidney problem. Everyday, people with the exact same disease will come to him and receive healing. It got to a point, people were recommending him. Doctors even. And this man was battling that exact sickness. Sometimes he didn't even need to lay hands, just close contact and instant healing

He got angry one day and started asking God why he was not healed. The Holy spirit opened His eyes to see that there was unforgiveness in him. And the devil was exploring that loophole so well. He prayed and reached out to the person. Asked her to pray for him also. Right there as he drove out of her compound, he received healing.

It was instant

Healing he had prayed for only activated when he righted that wrong. The minute he made peace


7. Restricting Healing to Miracles 

Most believers have itchy ears. We want to attend a healing service and dramatically throw away our walking stick as a confirmation of healing. If it doesn't happen this way, we give up on healing

Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them. Mark 11:24 NKJV

A lot of us are waiting till we feel healing before we can believe healing. Nope

Scriptures says Believe, when you pray. It is not signs that tell me my prayers have been answered. It is not feelings. It is God's word and promises!

This is my anchor. Don't confuse those instant signs for your healing. Believe as you pray

Don't cast away faith because you did not get a "physical sign" immediately. We believe only one person's report in this kingdom.